ohhhhh! i'm sick today ): boo hoo stupid stomach cramps/ache D: i couldnt even move ): not until my mummy just had to pull me out of my room so i can stop sleeping and numb the pain ): i think miss suraiya is going to get real angry because i was suppose to hand up my crime prevention things TODAY, yet i'm stuck at home with a pain in the stomach ): at least i know i'm quite proud with my crime prevention log book :D i put in effort okays?! :x so now what? i'm seriously sick and tired of bringing my hopes up high, and than get thrown back down to hell. that's reality, that's all i can say.

it's really irritating that sometimes things just dont go your way. i just want to escape reality. numb myself with music for all i care. from what i know, yesterday, my ear drums were bleeding from all the music blasting into my ear (-.-) i hope the photobook comes out soon and i'll get it. i really hope it doesnt run out of stock ): i've paid for it already. please dont run out of stock. ): i was really looking forward ): ohhh way am i feeling like some little kitten that's being kicked by school bullies? (-.-)

JESLYNN