alright. today went back to school. blah blahh. i officially hate school, homework, CCA etc. all in all, i hate life. (-.-) ya ya, all the things are like ... opposing me already! this is so stupid (-.-) i'll start my i-hate-life rant later on.

anyway, today started with chemistry, and once again, an experiment (-.-) than asked teacher about if i can stay in Pure Science (o.o') apparently, i've gotten worst after the holidays (-.-) i blame it on my Hey! Say! JUMP/Japanese dorama fandom ): but i still love them! but that again, i think i'll decide after the holidays, or nearing the end of the holiday :o i'll start doing and revise every damn thing that i've studied for this whole damn year (-.-) ahhh ... this sucks ): after that was chinese, and it's torturous (-.-) it's soooooooooooo terrible D: after that, we went for our break! than chionged our Combined Humanities (elective geo + ss) until 1.30pm and than stayed back to plan for Guides session (-.-) anyway here are the Guides session details! (^-^)v

Guides session: 06112009
Time: 0900 - 1200
Attire: Guides Tee & P.E. Shorts
What we're doing: Notice Boards! (^-^)v & discussions :D
please note that you'll have to bring 10 bucks for you-know-what BBQ (:

alright. now time for my i-hate-life-so-just-let-me-die rant. (-.-) i seriously dont understand why life is like ... so not going my way (-.-) i think i was on hiatus from life for a far-too-long-time. seeing that all my results are like sh!t. A maths paper flunked (-.-) ahhh what else can i say? (-.-) but what i can say is life is not going my way, so i've decided. i'll go against the flow! easy as that. so what if life is not going my way? i'll CHALLENGE myself! yes, i swear i'm going a little mental anyway, why am i so busy during the holidays? why cant i got for another camp? anyway who wants to go to CAMP YVIP next year?! xD i know i can use some company to do those volunteer work :D tomorrow's the 5th of November! which means that i'm just 1 month before my 15th birthday! (^-^)v i wonder if my birthday will be the same like all my past 14 birthdays. noone celebrated with me (-.-) save from 1 year, which was last year where dear Ying Xin twinny celebrated with me (: on my 13th birthday was the worst i swear. i was like cheated (-.-) we were suppose to go out for a movie, ended up noone turned up (-.-) lucky Ying Xin twinny saved me that year too (: LOVE YING XIN TWINNY LOADS! (^-^)v misses her loads/heaps/muchs too ): too long never see her ler! meet up soon? :B my brother was disturbing me, asking, "jie! when can go find ying xin jie jie? than i can go zone x!" xD awwwwws my brother is so adorable! :D and yea! yesterday my father pulled out loads of me and my brother's baby photos (o.o') i think i'll grab some nice ones and post it up soon :D

JESLYNN.