I understand from your mama, u have not behave well lately, short and bad temper and very impatient, jus wonder wat happen to u. If u care to share some with me, i'm more than happy to listen. Either u cannot forget your old relationship or u have already start a new one. If it's painful to forget, than dun forget, keep it well as part of your memory and life. We are human, not robots. We cannot trigger our feelings to on or off as we like. But wat we can do is to keep our feelings well and not affect our life and pple around us. That is why we do not encourage a relationship when you are in school. Be it a good or bad relationship, we are sure it will affect u. And if u need to start a new relationship jus to forget the old one, it will not be fair for the other party and also not have a good ending. U are a very smart gal, I believe u understand all this, jus that maybe u are too young to put it into action. Doing things to hurt yourself, the most painful person is not you, it will be me, your mama, your brother, ah ma and many others that love u. And the most important thing is the person that cause this will not feel anything at all. I'm trying very hard to create a nice growing environment, a happy family for everyone at home. I dun mind working 24 hours a day, but will sad to see all my effort is wasted. It mean that I have not been a good father, that my children could come to me when they have problem. I failed to create a family that my children love to be in..

-Valentine Message by dear daddy

hohohs! what a way to start a blog post (: loads of words x) thankq daddy for writing all that luhhs :D dont worry about me! :D i'm ok uhhs! x) and i'm not that stupid to hurt anyone anymore. (: when daddy send me this message, i cried T-T in MacDonald o.o' omg D: *jaws drops* anyway~ classes was terrible~ i wasnt feeling well ): yuuki-koi knows! :D muwahahahs! anyway, i was rotting in class, reading "New Moon" :D and I BOUGHT ECLIPSE~ :D *victory sign!* quickly finish New Moon! :D i want to read Eclipse~ :B nothing much to post today o.o' OHHH! i want to say I miss someone! :O i'm not saying out the name though >] muwahahahs! yuuki-koi knows who~ :B muwahahahs! ohhh! i'm excited about tomorrow~ :D SUPPORT GIRL GUIDES! :D and look out for meeeeee~ (: muwahahahs!

Your Murderer;
Lulu Lamperouge