YAOI! i want to get a wig, soon! ): those long long ones, with those purple or red coloured :B it's like soooo cool! don't need to dye my hair xB lol! anyway, i feel terrible now ): the sudden urge to cry, shout, scream, hit something/someone etc. i don't know. i only know i'm fustrated ): oh wait. let me grab a tissue. ): *sobs* i don't know why am i like this ): i don't like it at all ): i want my happy side back! putting that facade in school sucks! it's tiring! ): putting on a disgustingly fake smile on my face tires me. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! tomorrow's there mee siam :B i'm looking forward to eat it :B *oh shit! i'm getting fat ): and curse PE ): i'm incharge of PT on the next session of Girl Guides o.o wow. they are soooo going to slack x) but moron will be like my polar opposite o.o' lol! and good luck to moron! she have two test coming up this week (: i can coach you on BIO! :B *i think?* at least i can coach moron in chemistry (: first half of the year, combine and pure is about the same o.o' very ... luan. ): i'm frigging stressed, fustrated and other strong emotion is trying to break free ): because of a simple storybook and a show. ): i don't know me anymore. maybe it's because i was once a human? o.o' lol! nahh. i've been living in a world of lies. always have been. i've been escaping reality. ): or so i think. i need to rant, and probably eat some chocolate :B *oh shi- i triggered some bad memories.* what ever i do, i'd trigger something from the past. ohh goshh. i'll escape again ... again and again. an eternal cycle.

Tokyo, my love
Lulu Lamperouge♥