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Moving, for good I guess?

2011-12-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

I'm moving!

Gonna try out dreamwidth for now. It seems friendly enough, and it's neat. And not many people have a dreamwidth account. By the way, it's similar to Livejournal, so there might be a time I would migrate totally to dreamwidth, who knows.

So the migration is confirmed. See you~

I've moved to: basashichigo.dreamwidth.org

東京少女 .

2011-12-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

Tokyo Girl; one of the best movies I've watched.

I don't know how to explain it, but this movie moved me, made me cry, and understand many things in life. It's a movie worth watching, and thank you Joana for pushing me to watch this and cry my eyes out. And yes I have a little crush on San Kazuma & Kaho now. They are the sweetest pair ever (you'll see so in the movie).

時は離れていても、
君の心は近くに感じる。
-宮田時次郎
Even if 100 years of time separates us,
It still feels like your heart is within inches.
- Miyata Tokijirou

Best and sweetest phrase in the movie ever.

I just have nothing to do.

2011-12-17T17:48:00.001+08:00

Remind me that I'm going back to school soon.

This just also means that I've not started my homework at all, not that Yan Han has done it. Why can't Junior College uniforms have plaited skirts as well?

We'd look cute in them.

BECK.

2011-12-09T19:53:00.001+08:00

(Cast of BECK)

Watched 'BECK' with my brother just now, and this movie is amazing. I'm obviously on a movie marathon now, since I watched 'Kaiji' yesterday and scare myself with how terrible humans are. Nakamaru Aoi is officially on my cute guys list since he played the drums in this movie. I don't need any other reasons to love Mizushima Hiro, Sato Takeru & Mukai Osamu because they've caught my heart long ago \o/ (Which reminds me to watch Hana Kimi 2011 for Nakamaru Aoi~)

I've not started on my homework yet, and I don't wanna go to tuition tomorrow, so I'd probably skip it and maybe really do homework tomorrow. It's almost mid-December and I feel like school is gonna re-open when there's actually at least 4 weeks more. So yes I should study soon.

I started to write a new story, and I'm totally new to the genre, since it's about assassination and stuff. Hopefully I wouldn't screw this up because I adore the plot that has been budding in my mind even before the promotional exams. Has been too long since I've wrote something that has fighting scenes and stuffs like that. I'll write later, and do homework tomorrow. \o/

My hair aint that curly now, and I didn't apply the cream that I was suppose to. All hail~ (Yes, I do think that straight hair suits me better since it's easier to maintain, since I've been maintaining it for like 17 years.)

SEVENTEEN.

2011-12-05T16:58:00.001+08:00

(my pretty new hairstyle, which is actually quite messy now)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME \o/
Officially 17 y/o from now on, when everyone's turning 18 in a month's time.

It's kind of amazing that my curled hair is still long, after being curled up (this doesn't make sense). A change of image for next year, and I should start slimming down and getting pretty clothes. All these needs moneh okay? Screw this, my money can be put in better use, like tickets to Kisumai's concert next year (or that copy of January's SEVENTEEN magazine that I'm itching to get my hands on. PS: it's the Japanese one). I'm pretty much in love with my fandom friends now. They are one whole bunch of lovely people, who started to shove me really nice stuffs (I only got to read them when I woke up). Imagine this: How cool is it if your favourite writer actually dedicates something to you on your birthday? This is pretty much how I feel now. Writers that I look up to actually wrote for me on my birthday, I can die of happiness (literally, if I may say). ~~Deal with me, I love to read, so this is probably the best gift anyone can give me (though I totally don't mind materialistic presents /shot).~~

Spent my lunch with Sandy Ong, who treated me to my Pepper Lunch ♥ Had a really nice talk with her too. Walked around White Sands, and she's apparently my spazzing partner when it comes to books & stationary. Which reminds me to finish all the books that I've bought and bring out my dusty Twilight series to re-read it (and I would love to get my hands on the last book, but it has never been published in Singapore).

So this holiday, I'm going to 'work' as a beta-readers for other writers. It's totally voluntary and somehow, I don't know how I end up as the whole organiser for a huge bunch of beta readers. I would start to write more, and I need to do my homework.

Shall leave all these till later. Gonna go out later at night, and I wanna post out my present for Keanne soon. \o/

Good News \m/

2011-12-01T23:23:00.001+08:00

Ehrm hi.
I'm not dead yet, instead I have tons of good news that has been coming my way since ... 23th November?

I had the best fandom clash ever (Johnny's Entertainment x AKB48 in a drama), one of the idols I look up to is going to publish his first novel (which I'm gonna buy), my OTP (yamajima) is gonna be in the same drama together, and most importantly ...

I'm advanced to JC2! \o/

And then I left Singapore on this note. I was at Genting for 3 days and only came back on Monday. Happy birthday to dearest Chinen Yuri (18 years old on 30th Nov) and Yaotome Hikaru (21 years old on 2nd Dec)! Deal with it, I love Hey! Say! JUMP to the max alright?

I feel like rotting throughout the whole holiday, but I have homework and I don't feel like touching them. I don't even have the schedule list of homework! (fuck you school) I'll be playing until at least my birthday. Presents are loved, but it's not necessary. Of coursed it's appreciated, since I never had the experience to get huge presents like people in school during their birthdays. Envy much?

Nahh, this year will be better. Or maybe the same \o/ Or new news about yamajima's drama would be a nice present for me already. Oh and yes, I'm just typing crap for the sake of just typing here.

btw,
Happy 9th Monthsary Keanne ♥

AKB Shop

2011-11-20T23:37:00.001+08:00

(Taken during OP period.)

I'm back here. I'm happy that I went out yesterday with my parents and mum bought me a jacket from uniqlo. And I saw Naruto graphic tees, but it was expensive. Then enjoyed dinner (read as Ramen) with her before we drink Koi. Chocolate Milk Tea is ♥.

Went out with Christabel today, and also met Atiqah (@pafyuumu on twitter). Went to the AKB shop and I got my Komorin poster (which was the last piece) and also a Team B pencil case (metal box, it's blue). I was only a door apart from the girls who came and were performing inside. And I didn't want to leave :'D It feels kind of good knowing that Singapore has quiet a lot of AKB48 fans, and seeing fanboys makes me happy. It would be even more amazing to see fanboys in JE fandom. We also saw Japanese guys in the AKB shop! I was so amazed~ Not sure what I'm amazed though. I'll go to their handshake event if there's one next time. I wanna go to the airport to see NMB48 on the 3rd. I'll consider first.

Then again, I wore a skirt today. Mum said that I should just wear like this next time. And my reaction was like, "wow, I feel like a girl." I'm hopeless. FBT shorts are the most comfortable.

Welcome back from camp lil' brother. I miss him to bits.

\o/

2011-11-09T20:04:00.001+08:00

Okay, Project Work is finally finished for me! (well, since yesterday) I've been doing nothing but sleeping and surfing the net today. And my brother came back to tell me he saw a certain someone while walking home. Oh yes, I'm suppose to study for my upcoming re-examination. But just let me rest for a few days before I get back studying.

Gonna go down to the AKB48 shop with Christabel this Friday! I need to be there and well, buy something from there. My lovely girl crushes! Komorin, Mariko, Sayaka, Sae, Takamina, Rena, Jurina, Acchan and the list goes on~

and this woman here needs to teach me Economics.

OP

2011-11-07T23:20:00.001+08:00

Oral Presentation tomorrow.
Hopefully we don't screw this up.

Weekends are pretty much boring, and my heart is aching for fandom (mostly my cute lil' Kaoru bb). Not updating much. RL is boring because my dad seems to find teasing me with guys (who's name he randomly conjures up) is interesting, and my allergy near my lips is irritating me too much.

Staying up late doesn't do me much good.

Bitch, don't touch my things.

2011-11-03T23:35:00.003+08:00

Please note that I hate people touching my things without permission.
It's basic respect that you at least ask before using my laptop right? Not that we're super close. Just be glad that I did not shout into your face like how I would've done in Secondary school. What's more is that she made a new folder in my laptop. Fine it's for organising things, but really, don't touch my fucking laptop or belongings without my permission.

I was out at lunch and my laptop was on the table. Can you at least text me that you're gonna use my laptop? YOU HAVE FREE SMS FOR GOD'S SAKE. I will forever be pissed at this.

And mum, it's not like I don't wanna sleep. Do you think I can sleep before I finish my project?

Today's just a bad day.

8th monthsary with Keanne

2011-11-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

First of November,
Happy 8th monthsary Keanne ♥
We've finally found out when we met and seriously talked for the first time :'D

School's friendly nowadays. My group members are adorbs ~~& vulgar~~ playing kartrider in the lecture hall (while I was bored and played with the mic). So far, we're probably the group that slacks the most. But we had 3 presentations today, and two of them were back to back. So I have enough of presentations for now.

/pukes a rainbow/

2011-10-29T10:56:00.002+08:00

I'VE GOT MY IPHONE 4S YESTERDAY.
/dies/ And it's pretty white~

Pretty much fiddling with that machine, and contacts that I deem as useless or that they aren't really contacting me are not moved to my new phone. Then again, Yong Kit if you're here, I lost your number, again. It seems that my phones doesn't like him. Then again, I have quite a number of contacts lost, because my phone crashed (again) a little earlier before.

Dad was determined to play with the Siri and we had quite sometime laughing at the programme :'D It can tell me what's 1+1 too! (sorry, we're all weird people, thus asking random questions)

And btw, Japanese are amazing people: Read this article about Wasabi alarm for the people with hearing problem. They deserve the award.

-___-

2011-10-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

RE-EXAMINATION IN 2 WEEKS TIME.
screw this, I'll smash my ace for Economics and Chemistry into my teachers' face.

Then again, omg. I can change my phone soon! smart phone~ *w*

Wacky dream

2011-10-26T22:57:00.003+08:00

(On Isabel's Birthday at Pizza Hut! I dreamt of those 3 people while napping just now~)

I pretty much miss those 3 ladies right now, and my dream was really wacky. Why were we in a Primary school, running around holding hands, and screaming our heads out? :'D
Sometimes, I think I might be mentally unwell~

I'm itching to go to H&M soon, probably going with Stephanie & Yan Han~ I want a wooly pull-over! And I should start learning how to knit, because I find it really interesting. Tomorrow's the release of our Promotional Exam's results. Kind of scary, but there's nothing much that I can do now, can I? So yeap, I'll just see the results~

Project work still sucks. Ohhhhh, we need to find a day to have lunch/breakfast/dinner with Han Yong! It's so unusual for him to 'date' us out!

New Twitter account!

http://twitter.com/trademarkbangs
For RL friends, fandom friends please stick to @basashichigo :Db

Mentally scarred

2011-10-23T23:29:00.002+08:00

My mind is mentally scarred by Keanne.
It's amazing that she's able to scar my mind when she's so far away :'D I'll complain to her when she's awake tomorrow.

Having cramps. Can I skip morning classes tomorrow?

Drama, and useless rants

2011-10-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

(ラメン屋。　ラメンいくらですか？)

Of course the photo's not taken in Japan. It's from Nex alright? Just wanted to blog, because I finished a drama (finally after it finished so long) and I bawled my eyes out. I did get kind of pissed that two characters didn't get together even though they liked each other. Oh well, it's a good drama. IS ~Otoko Demo Onna Demo Nai Sei~. I believe that it's a good drama because it touched on a sensitive topic of intersexuals. Personally, I'd accept anyone and everyone in the world. I've been told that I'm highly open. That's a good thing because Asians (esp. Chinese, I don't know why), are not open to things that are uncommon. Sometimes even making crude remarks. I really can't stand insensitive people that laugh at people who are different. They are abnormal or handicapped. They are just different.

Maybe it's just me, because I grew up with my brother. Not that's he's abnormal or stuffs like that. He was born this way. People are born this way, why is the society making them act like someone else that they aren't? I feel so emotional now, after I finished the drama. Maybe I should go back and reconsider in entering the psychology field. But I'm too emotional, so it's bad.

Next week's mummy's birthday! And right after that we'd know if we're gonna get promoted! And the next day's Commendation Day! And then it's Chinese A levels. Gonna treat my mum to Jack's Place for her birthday! It's the first time her birthday's on a holiday, and it's Deepavali! Enjoy your holidays readers!

Going back to the airport for Project Work tomorrow. Hopefully we'll finish it quickly. Made Yan Han bring her camera. Most likely, I'd hijack it and take photos (Uhh, you can't blame me).

~~iwantaboyfriend. iwantyou.~~

Note to self: Buy a new ear piece soon.

Literally bored to death

2011-10-18T22:25:00.001+08:00

(Glacious @ Nex ♥)

School was boring. Literally boring, and I just slept from 10am till around ... 2pm? Yes in school, on the benches. Yan Han & I almost wanted to lie down, since all the benches are practically empty.

I sound terrible now, and I shouldn't talk so much. Coughing like mad and sneezing too. I even had chocolates in school with Yan Han. Both of us are trying to kill ourselves (not really, just killing our throats). So practically, I did nothing for the whole day, but just sleep. And sleep, and sleep. Gonna become a pig soon, if this goes on. (Jeslyn the buta)

I think I'm gonna get a fever soon. Screw this.

Thanks mum for helping me calculate how am I gonna save up my 900+ dollars to buy my Pentax K-r this morning. I'll study hard for next year, I promise. No matter where I'm gonna be next year.

High ego, AKB48 dating game + Promos

2011-10-17T23:20:00.001+08:00

(I have so many girl crush. Komori Mika, AKB48~)

First, I'll talk about nice things. My PSP has a new game (read as: My PSP is able to load the AKB48's dating sims game). So yes, I'm virtually dating girls. Don't worry guy stalkers of my blog (if there are any) I'm still straight ~~though I might start to doubt that who knows I might be bi~~. Not openly playing it on the bus or in school because I still feel weird fangirling over pretty girls.

Next, we've checked our papers earlier today.

Let's just say that I might really end up in Polytechnic. I managed to get a B for Chinese and actually pass my H2 Math. My GP paper 1 was satisfying, since I got a C grade (I think). But I still failed GP I think. Decided on the course for sometime already, but part of me wants to go for a re-examination to get promoted. I'll take whatever comes anyway. Not really depressed since it's not that bad, while it's also not that good too. My flu just got worst. Losing my voice and coughing and sneezing like nobody's business.

Doesn't matter. What's done is done. I have enough of the shit crap of "Now you regret, why didn't you study harder?" Not from my parents. Mostly friend(s). I have my own reasons why I didn't study harder. I know I'd get even better grades if I studied. You're probably complaining because you studied but still got average grades. STOP SAYING LIKE IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD. YOU GOT AVERAGE GRADES TO PROMOTE AND YOU'RE LIKE, THIS IS A BAD TURN. Yeah, not for you at least.

Okay, I'm glad I look scary and look like I'd murder people cause not many people dared to approach me and start to nag.

Screw all of you. I'd get great results next year (where ever I am at) and shove them into your face. YOU SHALL WORSHIP ME. (Deal with it, I have a high ego).

Maple and Airport.

2011-10-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

(Having problems opening my eyes because of the sun, but I like my hair)

Didn't go to school today, since I'm sick and well I got chunk with water by Keanne (through the net and I kind of drowned). And since my brother's done with his exams today, we played Maple SEA for a large portion of the day. We also had lunch together and I went to rot in the polyclinic since it was long (btw, I saw Ms Tan there! Coincidence~). So now here I am trying to write something out for my script. I have no idea what to write since I have no idea what the other people in front of me is gonna write. Well, my part's the evaluation part, it can't be helped.

Off to the airport in the morning tomorrow, and probably gonna stay there till quite late. Hopefully we can get things done by tomorrow. So I can kind of bribe my parents to bring us down to Orchard or something. I've been meaning to go to TANGS there, since there are Harajuku fashion brands there, and my wardrobe could use a little more nicer clothes and get rid of all the event tees. Or maybe I can pester my parents to give in and allow me to curl my hair (yes, permanently). Joana's gonna be pissed since she loves my hair ever since she added my on FB and wanted to steal my hair (which result in a hair tugging war). I miss that meanie already.

Anyway, I'm charging my batteries for the DSLR. Nope it's not mine. Dad borrowed it from his professional photographer friend, since I gave her daughter my textbooks and well, other stuffs like being a long family friend too (and of course throwing in a box of chocolate and saying that I would not spoil it). I think I managed to figure out somethings after fiddling with Christabel's camera yesterday, so hopefully I'll get how to use this camera later. If so, I'd bring it to the airport tomorrow and possibly Sunday too (since there are chances that we wouldn't finish our project by tomorrow).

Just let me off and allow me to go to Japan to study.

I should start looking for scholarships.

Self Service

2011-10-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

(Taken on 13102011 at Nex's MenMenDonDon outlet)

Yes, I took that photo myself. School wasn't that bad, though I got scorned by that Oral Presentation teacher. What the hell, I don't know you, I don't know your expectations, this is the first time I'm doing this and you freaking scorn me. Okay, maybe not scorn, but it's a tone that irritates me. Fine I shall show him a really nice script the next time I see him.

Met Christabel after school and got over to Nex to have ramen at MenMen DonDon. Delicious Miso ramen that I crave for, ever since I became addicted to Naruto all over again. I have no regrets. (Yes insert some dramatic expression and gestures here, you know I'm dramatic.) Pretty much abused her camera and snapped tons of photos, and of course using her as my model. After using her camera, I'm really determined to start seriously saving up for my Pentax k-r. In the end, I decided on buying the white one, since I have a thing for the colour white.

Alright, I'll talk about Keanne again because she never fails to make me really seriously amused :'D I really glad that she's part of my life and that she was thickskinned enough to stay with me and kept trying to get closer to such an awkward me (well, at least before we became really close, she said I was a totally awkward person).

Keanne, thanks for being in my life :'D

I'm so glad we found each other, even if we're separated by the oceans.

There I go, being all sappy and cheesy. Keanne you hentai. ARE YOU THAT BORED?

btw, Mii-chan, good luck for your papers.
AND WELCOME TO PEDO LAND. KAORU CAN HAVE MORE MOMMY(s).

Crush

2011-10-12T19:39:00.001+08:00

Doesn't matter, I still like you.
Crush or not, I don't know if it's love. But it seems that I still have feelings for you. Has this been single-sided for too long? Tired, sure. But I can't help but think of you today, and somehow it made me happy. Though remembering something in January really hurt. I feel kind of stupid now.

Even I want a really nice love story. Even I want my dreams to come true.

I passed my Chinese Composition

2011-10-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

(Shinoda Mariko, my AKB48 girl crush~)

Guess her age alright? She's really adorbs and loveable. I'm hoping that one day she'd visit Singapore, like Takamina :'D Then again, NMB48's coming over to Singapore for a full stage one day before my birthday. There goes my money, yay! (not forgetting that I'm suppose to save up for Kisumai's con next year.)

School was alright. I still find it quite meaningless for going back to school now (and well, esp. CCA, but I think I'm going to appear there for once tomorrow or my conduct grade will fall). Oh yes, screw being a treasurer and project work group leader. They can fail all they want. I'm good with a B. I should just bag all the money and run away, not that there's a lot though. Next time, I'd just paste "O$P$" on their lockers. Innovation from Project Work alright? It's not my fault anyway. For now, my results for Chemistry seems gloom, though even if I failed my Chemistry, I doubt that has enough impact to make me fail my promotional exams. One thing to add on is that I actually passed my Chinese Composition. And it was relatively well-done, for me at least (Please remember how bad my Chinese is). Anyway, I got better marks than a certain person, so I'm happy.

But I still don't wanna get promoted.

Deal with it, Jeslyn's kind of mad.

So there's this 'Cool Japan' movement in Singapore, and I want to go over to Orchard's TANGS to shop already! All the Japanese apparel brands are there for now, and probably until next year. Harajuku style too, I like.

I should just go off and emo in a corner. I want my PSP's firmware to be updated already ;A;

Rena, my girl crush

2011-10-10T23:53:00.001+08:00

(Matsui Rena from SKE48. I have a girl crush on her ♥)

The whole family's asleep now and I'm the only one that's awake. It's gonna be boring in school tomorrow, going through how to do the questions and stuff. I practically slept throughout Economics (not that they were teaching us any new stuffs). Tomorrow's gonna be tiring, and I want to skip school on Wednesday. For Project Work, screw all my group mates. I'm the only one that wrote out my script. How nice people, how nice. Falling sick soon, so I guess that's totally nice. How about falling down and staying in the hospital for a day or two? No one would miss me I'm sure.

I still want to go over to Polytechnic though (And I'll dye the same hair colour as Rena in this photo /flails). Everything seems fine for now. Parents talked about going overseas, now I want that to come quickly. Genting!

Alright, I need to sleep or I wouldn't be able to wake up tomorrow, not that I mind. I find school really ridiculous now, and the people in there are all childish.

Typical I-Hate-School rants, just a little more serious

2011-10-09T21:16:00.001+08:00

(I love the sky, hello Michelle~)

Trying to scrape out some things to write my script for Oral Presentation. All I can say that it's stupid to write a script. I'm a presenter that goes without a script. As long as I know what are on the slides I would be able to talk. So yes, I'm not a script-person when it comes to presenting. People who knows me would know how I work for presentation (It just simply means that I just go up and speak whatever that comes to my mind, and shiver like mad throughout the whole presentation but still being really loud).

Whatever you think of me, go ahead. I'm an impulsive person and I speak what I think is correct. (Or maybe I'm just a natural speaker)

Hello, please go ahead and curse that I would fail my promotional exams. I totally have no energy to get into JC2 now. I want to pretty much cry whenever I think about going back to school. Which is right now because I have school tomorrow and I'm really tired of chasing money. Trust me to break down tomorrow if the jerks and bastards doesn't pay up (technically, me included but I'm collecting the money myself, so what's the big deal?). Oh hi, I feel suicidal already.

Mum's bribing me with a Polaroid camera. She said she'll buy it for my birthday, but provided I pass my Promos. Then forget about it, I can buy it myself. At least I managed to negotiate with my dad that he'll buy my an iPhone4S no matter my grade for my Promos (with data plan). I really need a holiday right now. But the nearest one is on my Mum's birthday (which is Deepavali) I think I'll make myself fall sick.

Actually, studying isn't that bad. I just don't wanna go to CCA. Or collect money as the treasurer, especially since I WAS FREAKING FORCED INTO THE ROLE (damn all of you).

So yes, technically you can say that I hate school.

I'm just pissed.

2011-10-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

(Remind me to start saving up for a camera)

So we're done with I&R and we're off to prepare for our Oral Presentation. That's not really nice, because I'm already in my holiday mood, and school is killing my creative brain cells. Read this as: Jeslyn is unable to write anything like a perfect story like how she use to. Which just means that if you call me to write narrative essay, screw it. Firstly, I have no more plot. Even if I had one, I don't know how to articulate it out in words. They are just remaining in my mind as images acting out. And as a person that loves writing, this is pissing me off big time. Tried writing yesterday, and nothing came out. Okay I wrote like 100+ words, and immediately scrape off the whole story because the flow is weird. I just feel that how I'm writing is just too awkward for now.

It's not helping that fandom's not a really nice place to stay in for now too. I'm back to watching animes and reading manga. Starting from Naruto. I'm up to date with the manga already, after speed reading 200+ chapters within 2 days. I feel proud. I have to catch up with the anime too, though the manga seems so much nicer. I need D.Grayman's manga next, and I can catch up with Bleach's manga too (I remember that I'm not that far with the Bleach manga so it doesn't matter).

We still have school next week, and I totally don't feel like going back. Going back to study is alright, but I don't want to go back for CCA (i.e. Guitar Ensemble). I seriously don't like how my school's working, since every little thing must have a discipline record. Hello, we're not a military school. We're teens going to be adults, we're smart enough to know what to do and what not to do. Although there are people who are still childish and stuffs. God damn it. Just pay me all the money already. I'm pissed with chasing each and everyone, everyday and I still have to stand there and get scolded by the uncle.

There's a wedding tomorrow and I think I have to attend it. I don't feel like going anywhere because I'm still waiting for Shokura to be up so I can watch it.

All in all, I still wanna transfer to Polytechnic next year.

Please let me fail my promotional exams. I hate my school

End of Promotional Exams

2011-10-04T00:23:00.002+08:00

(I only like my eyes. hmmmmmmm)

Promotional exams are finally over! Had a blast with YanHan, Thasreen, Arffah and Stephine at Vivo City right after our papers. Alright, we were just being mad girls running around the mall (Okay, maybe it's only me since my head wasn't really functioning after the paper).

We watched Fright Night! All because of Thasreen, who said it was horror plus comedy! But there was no comedy at all! (;____;) I ended up scream and and whimpering in the cinema. And yes, it was terrible. I covered my eyes at through at least half of the show. Can't help it, I was scared alright?

After that I treated myself with Starbucks~ I was so excited ordering it myself for the first time~ So yeap, I got a White Chocolate Mocha Frappe-chino, it's nice. After that I went home and declared that watching Fright Night was mentally taxing because it was scary. Alright it doesn't make any sense, but who cares.

So from coming back till now, I'm here until midnight. Does it even matter that I'm doing my Project Work's I&R and watching Naruto at the same time? I need a Naruto phone charm. And a Sasuke one too. I just need a phone charm!

Things to buy soon/save up to buy them:

A pair of flats
SasuNaru phone charm
A pair of earpiece that wouldn't stand out as much as my beats
Polaroid camera
New laptop
Pentax K-r/K-x
Start & Complete my Naruto manga collection (soon)

GAHHHH. I WILL FOREVER CRY AT THE ZABUZA ARC. (;_______;)
DEAR HAKU & ZABUZA.

Am not suppose to be here.

2011-10-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

(I feel like I look good in specs.)

I'm not suppose to be here, but I'm here. Tomorrow's my last paper for promotional exams! Gonna go out to celebrate with my friends after the paper. Kind of excited, just because I can use YanHan's camera and take loads of photos again~ (What, I need a naisu camera to camwhore. My phone's camera sucks.) Urban geography paper tomorrow, and I've finished flipping through my notes. Key word: Flipping. I literally just did that. And only that. I suck at being a student and studying for exams.

I need to look presentable when I go out tomorrow. What am I even gonna wear? My closet is terrible and I only wear my event-tees and FBT shorts out. Hello to jeans and t-shirts again. And I'm wearing my slippers, whether they like it or not (mental note to buy a pair of flats soon).

Oh yes, I have my PSP charged, and I need to wait for my cousin to finish his N levels before I bring it to him and call him to update my PSP's firmware (so I can have more games to play). I'm enjoying my fandom life pretty much now. I love Keanne for making me watch Naruto again. Well, she's watching it from the start, and I'm continuing from where I left off, and I'm now at episode 180+ in Naruto Shippuden.

Best thing is that, she ships all the pairings I ship for all the fandom we're in :')
Johnny's Entertainment & Animanga fandom. I love her to bits already, even though we're like miles apart from each other (;_____;)

Nothing's gonna stop me from flying over to The Philippines to meet Keanne in 2013, and nothing's gonna stop me.
It's our promise to meet when we're 19 years old. (Or at least I'm 19, while she turns 20)

Gaming

2011-10-01T13:30:00.001+08:00

I'M BACK GAMING.

Dear brother of mine, gimme back my PSP.

Screwed and I want a pup (not this is nothing new)

2011-09-30T18:06:00.001+08:00

(Remove the chubbiness from my cheeks please.)

Today was Chemistry, and Chemistry sucked. Didn't managed to revise much of it, because my mood yesterday night was ... terrible. I'm still feeling terrible, just probably a little better I think? I have no idea. Okay, I think I feel a tiny bit better now, after talking to Alicia, with her spamming me with AKB48 and her eggcitement on going to meet TakaMina next Monday. I'm excited for her too. But I'm not going for the fan meeting, just because I'm lazy, and the tickets are expensive. I'll visit the shop and cafe once Christabel's back in Singapore. Someone tell me where can I buy those plastic sleeves that's the size of a photograph? If not I'm gonna make them myself. (I bought laminating sheets and I have no laminating machine so I can't laminate the photographs. I'm an idiot.)

So next Monday's my last paper, and then I'm done with my promotional exams. (Yay!) But then seeing the schedule for post-promos are making me want the exams to be back. They are evil people. And ... I feel like failing my promos.

I want a puppy. I'll call my puppy 'Piyo' (pronounced as peeeeeeyoooooouu~! No, I'm serious.) And what type of puppy I want?

I want a Shiba Inu.

But they'd grow to become relaly huge dogs. So I want a fluffy Toy Poodle instead.

What? I'm a dog-person. But my brother's much more of a cat-person, though he said he wants a Jack Russel. DAYUM I WANT A SHIBA INU/TOY POODLE.

Promos, two more papers.

2011-09-29T17:35:00.002+08:00

(Batman ♥)

Am not supposed to be here, but am here anyway. I'm left with only two more papers for my promotional exams! (;A;)b I can't wait till October now, mainly because there are many shows that I want to watch airing in October.♥ On the side note, I want to perm my hair right after my promos. Though I personally think that my mum wouldn't be saying yes. She's convinced that I can perm it just before Chinese New Year 2012. Oh well, at least by that time my hair would be so much longer than compared to my current length. I decided to grow my fringe too, since I got quite a lot of comments that my side fringe looks nicer. But seriously? You can see how high my forehead is! And it's oily. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

The papers weren't that tough, the things that I wanted them to come out came out, and it's do-able. Although I'm not that confident. I don't really want to get promoted up to JC2 now. Can I just drop out and hitch-hike off to Ngee Ann's Animation course? I think my L1R4 would allow me to enter it. (Mental note to self: check the cut-off points later) I want to enter Animation, just because I like animations. I think it'd be 3D animation, but it's really interesting. And it's fooling around with soft-wares that I totally don't mind spending the rest of my life fiddling with them. Just that ... Yes, soft-wares are amazing and all the works would be coursework and I wouldn't have to take tests, and I can score because I scrutinise my work like made before handing it up. Or at least that's what I do if it's a digital project.

Anyway, I wouldn't be in Junior College next year if I'm forced to retain.
If I can get promoted, that would be another story.

Totally unrelated, but I was wondering if I've ever made anyone's heart beat race. Or like ... has anyone had a serious crush on me and didn't dare to confess. Because I'm seriously tired for being the one that likes a person all the time. Like any other girls, I want to feel loved alright? Fine, I can be all bitchy, and be all tomboy. That doesn't mean that people can treat my like guys. Not that I want some princess treatment. Being treated like a lady really feels good alright?

The last time I felt like I was treated like a lady? Maybe two years ago. But hey, people can get tired of waiting and getting their hopes up high.

I'm simply just ... tired.

Promotional Exams

2011-09-25T13:04:00.001+08:00

(I don't have the best features, but who cares)

Start of Promotional exams tomorrow, and I'm still studying for my General Paper. Why am I even on the Internet? Kind of ready to get retained and if that happens off I'll go to Polytechnic. That would mean that I'll be lagging one year behind from my friends. Who cares.

Though it might be nice to get promoted to JC2, though I'm not sure if I'll be able to survive it. I want to go overseas to study with my friend. Not a bad idea, but I don't have the funds.

Alright, I'm only on the net and updating this dead blog because I'm going out soon and studying more would result to my brain bursting. On an interesting note, I fainted in my father's computer room on Friday. That resulted to a bump on the back of my head, a sprain in the neck, blue-black on my arm and my butt hurts. I think I'll blame hitting my head making me more stupid. Not that I'm smart to start with. ~~I might be, but because I'm lazy, I'm not. What am I talking about?~~

FINE I WILL STUDY MY GENERAL PAPER AND AFTER THAT GO OFF TO START MY GEOGRAPHY.

Bye bye internet.

Promos in a week

2011-09-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

1 more week before Promotional exams. Good game. I feel like I haven't been studying much (which is probably true). Anyway, I have Magic Power's tracks to study with me, so I should be alright. I think. Have to finish I&R by tonight and go for consultation tomorrow during PW. Not nice.

Screw this, I have no confidence for Promos.

YamaJima's real

2011-09-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

NOTHING MATTERS NOW EXCEPT THAT YAMAJIMA'S TOTALLY MARRIED.

What? They announced their love on stage, and molested each other in front of so many of their fans.

No more arguments are valid.
YamaJima's real like hell.

Oh yes, I'm trying to study properly now, though I'm kind of failing at studying still. I feel like just giving up and go onto Polytechnic to study Animation. Jeslyn's mad mad.

End of Holidays

2011-09-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

(This screencap because he's my son. Kuramoto Kaoru bb♥)

Tomorrow's Sunday, and after that, we're back to school. How nice. Will be having extra lessons for tuition every Wednesday night. And for Project Work, we're going to continued with our I&R. Speaking of Project Work, I've yet to print out my projects too. Good game. I need to remember to print it out tomorrow and hole-punch one of the sets and on Monday, ring-bind the other. Why the hell am I doing all these anyway? I'll make my groupmates go ring-bind it. I'm too lazy to go back to the bookshop, because the uncle's freaking scary and as a treasurer, I don't even want to go there because our class still owes him money for our lecture notes. (This is the cue for me to murder everyone and anyone that hasn't pay up)

Met Jiehao today when I was studying at Kovan's Mac. He changed so much! :'D Haven't seen him for too long, which means, I need to drag him and the others for kbox soon. And he's learning Japanese and going for N2?! (;A;) I only stopped at studying for JLPT3, which is also N4, but I didn't even go for the exam because there's O level. Bitter much? (Yes, I want to continue to study Japanese alright? It's so fun.)

Because I'm mad, I want Morimoto Ryutaro to be my boyfriend. I have a fetish for his legs. So he has to come back to JUMP soon. If not I'd gladly take Okamoto Keito as my boyfriend. ~~(Sorry, Yuto & Yamada can go hand in hand for their honeymoon)~~

On the side note,
I'LL BE CHANGING MY PHONE AFTER MY PROMOTIONAL EXAMS.
Even if I don't get promoted (;w;) /sniffs/ Thank you dad~ He was going about telling me about the Docomo store in Singapore. I don't know about that though.

They are my boyfriends, deal with it.

Damn you flu

2011-09-07T12:30:00.003+08:00

(Because I'm the kawaiiest ♥)

As I said, I caught a flu, and it got so bad that I skipped my morning lecture for General Paper. I can be up coughing away and can't get proper sleep. Sleep induced only in the morning when I'm suppose to wake up, how nice.

Have been starving myself for a few days. Not that I want to though. With your throat being all scratchy and painful, you wouldn't even want to swallow anything. (Much less sweet things, though I'm craving for cakes) I shall study later, and I don't know about tuition later. I want to go because I would miss out if I didn't. But my flu is making me not wanting to go anywhere and do anything.

There goes my one week break.

I wanna cook noodles at home, but it's spicy. With my throat, I can't eat spicy stuff. No wonder, I ate Chicken Rice with the chill on Monday when the flu started. Maybe it triggered this? No, I doubt so. So for now, I'm watching anime, and resting. I should feed myself soon, since I only had a cup of milo for breakfast.

Before I rot even more, I should start planning what to study and also start the printing of my Written Report for my group. I swear I hate Project Work to the max. already (Oh wait, who doesn't?)

On fandom note, there's the OST for Ikemen Desu ne! But it's gonna cost me like 56 SGD to buy it. Sad case, I wanted to buy JUMP's Magic Power (LE2 & RE) but I wouldn't have enough money. I still owe people money too *coughchristablecough* I should just bribe my mum and dad to buy for me. Or I shall not buy.

Alright, I'm going mad already.
Nope, this is nothing new.

Holidays.

2011-09-06T20:17:00.002+08:00

Someone should just explain why this person's so perfect.

I'm hooked to his smile alright? It gives me that really nice feeling. Oh yes, boys' smiles are the best. Especially those really cute ones, when they are having fun to the max, or when they are like ... just being themselves. really nice.

See? Really nice.

It's the September break, but nothing much is happening, except that I still need to go back to school, and that I just caught a flu yesterday while going to school. How nice (Please note sarcasm). I still have projects not done and it has to be handed up by next week, the actual one. I need to stop procrastinating and actually do it. Now to hunt for more paper and coloured ink.

I tried reading a book after so long, and it's really sad to realise that my writing has become so stiff. Using really simple words unlike last time, I managed to use my bombastic languages at ease. Then looking back at what I wrote back then in Secondary school, I think my imagination was so much better.

Damn, I think Junior College just ruined my whole imagination (a.k.a. brain). But this is not the time for me to write fanciful things though. I need to study. Like my Economics, Geography, Mathematics, Chemistry and Chinese. Of course, my General Paper.

Revisions need to be put in my timetable now. I shouldn't be on the net for too often too.

On the side note, I was so tempted to buy an Olympus Pen E-P3 (white) just because Yuto's holding it (look at the camera the guy's holding in my 2nd picture). But it seems that I adore the Pentax K-r (Pink) so much more. Oh well, I need to save up.

Kisumai con & 19

2011-09-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

KIS-MY-FT2'S COMING TO SINGAPORE.
Their concert would be on 15 January 2012!

Good bye money, I'm saving up for Taipi & Hiro's uchiwa. Sorry Tama-chan, but I only have a pair of hands, so I will only hold my OTP ;w; But Miyata~ gosh. I'm so eggcited for them to come. Please let the tickets be only 50 bucks.

My dad would seriously kill me if I have to spend 100+ bucks to get better seats at the front ;~; Okay, at most a hundred bucks. But please not too expensive. (At least it's cheaper than flying to Japan for their concert)

I want Arashi or NEWS or KAT-TUN or even better, JUMP to come next~ Though I totally wouldn't mind if YamaPi or Jinjin bb comes for solo concerts~ (*w*)b

Oh yes, twitter is highly amusing now. I was re-tweeting about blood types just now, and gosh, they are so interesting! Who knew that people with blood type O's the most pervertic group of people? :{D And the funniest thing was that most of them are true.

Like how an awkward person I am but since me & Keanne are close, we're totally alright together. And she even pointed out all the awkward moments I had :x (like how she tried to approach me previously, and I would just awkwardly reply back xD It's highly amusing!) And it's awesome that she broke my awkwardness and we became close.

2 more years before I'm nineteen!
I'll be off flying to the Philippines when I'm nineteen to meet Keanne bb, and I'm most probably dragging Christabel along :{D

Seriously, I can't wait till I'm nineteen. I wanna meet bb already ;~;

Back to RL stuffs, there's school for me tomorrow and I have to wake up at my usual timing so I should sleep. Good night. *A*

IDK.

2011-09-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what I'm feeling.
I feel like giving up on everything, but I can't alright? So I'll have to pass my promotional exams and pass A levels. /sigh/

I'm still procrastinating. And that's really bad.

Dinner with clique and friends. Kind of looking forward I guess? Hopefully I'd be able to hit the restart button and feel better.

Screw saving up for my camera for now. I have my LE2 & RE of Magic Power to buy. The songs are ~~rape~~inspiration worthy.

Alive, Keanne, Paulene, Vai, Camera

2011-08-25T00:47:00.000+08:00

Hello, hello, hello.
Jeslyn's still well and alive. (pretty much still)

Promotional exams are approaching, and I'm not really getting the best grades for my quizzes and stuffs. That's causing me to feel ... freaking depressed. *chuckles* It's making me want to switch to Polytechnic next year! But that's not really nice. For me at least. I shall try and do my best and see what happens.

Who know what would happen.

Talking to Keanne really makes me feel so much more relief. And I feel kind of special talking to her (^-^)v It's really amazing that we're separated by the ocean/sea, yet both of us are so alike. The things we like and stuffs like that. And how we think and react. Now that I know her, life is really boring when we don't talk. And yes, I'll miss her like mad when she's on her hiatus from twitter/livejournal.

Planning to go over to the Philippines to visit her when I graduate next year (hopefully). We were planning to crash over at Pau's house (Paulene = me & Keanne's son, don't ask why xD), and she said she'd gladly house us :'D It would be nice if Vai could join us. It'll be the first time our family would meet each other. (we're a freaking happy twitter family. We're a ninja clan, and I really mean it.)

Pau said that she might have a swimming competition over at Singapore, and if there is, she'd work hard to come over :') Her friends were all shocked when she started to squeal when she heard the rumor about the SG Competition, and she said that she has a friend in SG (which is me) and her friends were shocked. She came over to Singapore before, but at that time, we didn't know each other (;~;) it's really a pity.

Who knows, we might go to the same university, since she's planning to go over to Australia or Singapore. If I can't get into a Singapore University, I might go for a scholarship for an Australian University (even though I want to apply for a Japanese scholarship next year).

Oh yez, I want a Pentax K-r.

If I can, I want the yellow one. Though the Pink, Red and White are really pretty too. Though I have a feeling that I would settle for pink or red when I really buy it. Currently trying to save up for this, and I'm gonna try finding a part-time job during the December holidays, like some exhibitions?

This camera is like real expensive. Unless I bribe my classmate to help me purchase it directly from a Japanese merchandiser. Or I can bribe my dad to help me ask around. I'm quite sure he has a Japanese friend, or a friend living in Japan currently.

Alright, something tells me that by the time I'm gonna buy this, I'd settle for the red one. *shrugs*
I SHALL CONTINUE TO THINK.
I actually have enough cash I think, though they are all locked up in the bank. I doubt my mum would allow me to bring the money out just for the camera. She said that those money are for my University ... or something.

SMURFS

2011-08-19T20:35:00.001+08:00

I should post once in a blue moon, since Sandy Ong will stalk this blog. (who knows how many years has she stalked this blog of mine, as expected from a friend for 11 years♥)

Oh hai, yes. Jeslyn Yeo is pretty much still alive and kicking. I hear the CM for Smurfs the Movie being played outside, and I want to watch it.

FORGET ABOUT THAT. I'M GOING ON A MOVIE DATE WITH MY MUM (and probably my brother) TO WATCH SMURFS SOON.
I'm a happy fangirl. Clumsy♥ ;w; <s>sorry, I'm in love with Clumsy now</s> One reason I want to watch Smurf is actually because Yamada and Chinen's voice-acting them in Japan, though the one airing in Singapore's in English. Who cares~

So, school is still as bad. Promo's are coming soon too.

Overall, school sucks :D

screw you

2011-08-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

Life is screwed, School's screwed, Projects are screwed.
Screw you.

Not in very much mood to post but posting for the sake of posting. Just remembered school stuffs and damn.

I love my twitter family sfm♥

2011-08-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY TWITTER FAMILY SO MUCH ♥
They never fail to make me feel so much better after a really bad day :D Thankyou so much, Keanne (my bb), Pau (my son) and Vai (my daughter). Yes, they are really awesome people.

On the side note, I died watching 30 July's YanYan JUMP.
Tanaka Juri & Yasui Kentaro (OTP), Nakajima Yuto & Kuramoto Kaoru (Father & Son), Nakajima Kento & Kikuchi Fuma (OTP), B.I.Shadow (I LOVE THEM), Kochi Yugo, Matsumura Hokuto, Lewis Jesse (New bias). Of course, they others are so awesomely cute *A*

Now, now. I feel so honored that I'm born 2 days after Kyo-sama (Kyomoto Taiga). Yes, on the same year ;~; At least I know there are decent guys out there and are the same age as me T~T

Crabby (No, am not a Pokemon)

2011-07-27T19:01:00.001+08:00

I'm a freakin' crab, and I'm gonna eat you up.

My hair's gonna be tied up like in the photo tomorrow, since I can't bend my left arm. My right hand is kind of swollen/blueblack because of the radioactive substances they injected into me for the thyroid scan. It hurts a lot. Not forgetting to mention that they took 2 bottles of blood from me, from my left arm. That's why I can't move my arm properly. And to get those radioactive substances out, I have to pee, and I'm bloated from drinking so much water. ~~Damn, it's so unglam to write this here, but who cares? Not really many people read this blog~~~

Livejournal's being all bitchy for like the third day? Please don't fail us Livejournal. Fangirls rely on you. *cries* I've changed my twitter account and locked it! Gonna announce it here because I like it. If I'm not following you back, too bad. I love my new twitter name, since it's suggested by my dearest daughter, Vai \(*w*)/

I seriously think I should take a small hiatus off from the internet, but since Keanne is off on her hiatus, I'll still have to be here to maintain the comm. DOESN'T MATTER. I might only come up on the net to update the comm? Who knows.

YanHan said that she was served by Li Jiayan when she went to the polyclinic just last week, and I laughed like mad! :D Not bad yes? Amazing that YanHan remembers that I have a friend (cousin, not) called Li Jiayan (that moron, I miss her).

All in all, I've missed 3 days of school, and I prepare for the worst tomorrow. *shivers* Coming back, how am I going to carry my laptop to school tomorrow? Probably not gonna bring it, since my hand hurts. I'll make do with paper and pen.

Wrote a one-shot just now, but not gonna post until Friday :D Off to seriously study my geography.

Oh dear, Mii-chan you stalker

2011-07-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

To that person that stalks me equally much;

I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU FICS, SO GOOD LUCK TO ALL YOUR TESTS! ♥

Check up & I miss Keanne

2011-07-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

CHECK UP TOMORROW.

Thyroid Scan and blood test. Scary needles /sniffs/

Gosh, I miss Keanne so much now ;~; /stays strong/
I'm waiting for you to come back, Keanne.

Happy Birthday to my BB~

2011-07-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEANNE, I LUFF YOU *w*

Cassandra.C, I miss you, with other CVSS people.

2011-07-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Super surprised that even Cassandra.C knows about Ryutaro's incident. But it's heartening to see her tweet on listening to OVER *tears* I feel so proud making her love JUMP because I put Dreams Come True on my blog last time. I realised that I brainwashed quite a number of people in CVSS to like JUMP.

I miss sitting beside Cassandra.C and singing Dreams Come True with her, and attempting to flood her phone with JUMP's songs.
I even secretly drew YamaJima in her book, since we commemorate Gay Day when we're in Sec 3 (2009) \(*w*)/ We're an awesome bunch of people.

School was kind of nice today, General Paper was friendly and Geography was alright too. Mr Ang was being a little adorbs today, since he knew what we were thinking about a guy (note: it's a bad thing about that guy). Made Stephanie.L, Yan Han and me laugh like mad. And his expressions were hilarious!

Him giving the class chocolate made me all happy and flaily, since he placed them on my table and made me pass it onto the rest of the class~ (There was a Cocoa Tree vendors in our school for the whole week, chocolates!) Lunched with Stephanie.L and Yan Han at Nex, though Steph left early for her physio, and Yan Han and I went down to Glacious for frozen yogurt. There was strawberry yogurt, and it's yummy. (*A*)d

I'm not gonna mention about Guitar ... Alright, it was fine, but wasn't really pleased to be in the Bass section. (read: Accompaniment) Not going to complain more, since I wouldn't turn up for all of the Saturday practices. But being in the bass section wasn't bad because I managed to master the piece within an hour, which made me so happy ♥

Going to run at least 6km next Friday and running my 10< km on 30th July. SRJC Will Run. Am already a little eggcited for the run. I'm also going to participate in the Nike Human Race 2011! wanted to change gender just because I don't want the lady cut for the running tee for the Nike Human Race. But it's Nike anyway~ *shot* My aim is to slim down, which I think I am.

I feel like I'm preggy, since my stomach hurts like mad. (-____-)

Never Failed Amusement

2011-07-14T23:40:00.001+08:00

Screw you Kpop fans that are bashing Jpop. (If you don't bash us, bless you)

Go ahead and call our JE boys gay bitch, because the country you're bashing (Japan) is feeding your idols, and our gay bitches are murdering your same idols on the charts. Go ahead and mess with us, we don't give a damn, because we know that we love our gay bitches the way they are (i.e. feathery costumes, too-much glitter, molesting each other on stage, public affections, playful public rejections, member-ai).

Where do you think that your idols learn how to flirt with each other? From our awesome Jpop idols of course. Go ahead and bash us. Don't tell me you can erase Jpop, since they are everywhere. Anime, advertisements, DAISO.

You people are so hilarious. All those bashing never fail to amuse me.

I want to leave

2011-07-10T19:24:00.002+08:00

I feel so dead right now that I have no intention to go back to school. Why so? Because everything's going the wrong way. Why oh why indeed I choose this path? Can I just go over to Japan and study in Keito's international school. *shot* But no kidding, I totally don't mind studying in Japan. I find that in Singapore, they gave you a choice, and now we're all comparing. I don't like it one bit.

Blogger changed a new and clean look, and I was shocked. doesn't matter, I feel that my blog post is so pretty. Never mind, just ignore me.

It'll be nice if my dad finally let me get my iPhone now. It's pissing me off that other people who heard that I want an iPhone got an iPhone themselves before me. Aiko, I'm not talking about you, since I expected you go bribe your parents after you heard about Chinen having one. *laughs*

For example, my cousin. She got an iPhone and asked me "Oh you know I got iPhone or not?" and I was like "No." Of course, she'd say that she knows that I wanted one. *sigh* Asked my dad about it, and he said it was her dad's decision to buy one for her. Seriously, I'm thinking like, 'She just changed her phone to a Nokia one, and then change it to an iPhone again?!' I was pissed, really. Next would be my godmother. Sure I know she has her own savings, and I know that she's gonna change it, but really before me. *pouts*

And there's my baby cousin and my cousins that are twins. They have freaking iPad. Great, great. I seriously wonder what's the generation gonna be like now. They aren't even in Primary school yet.

Just let me get out of Singapore now?

The expectations are too high. ):

Just because I love this picture of mine;

2011-07-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

BECAUSE I'M A DRUNK GOLDFISH. ♥

Stay Strong; #supporthsjryutaro

2011-06-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

First of all, let's make this clear.

This is Hey! Say! JUMP. 10 letters make up their group's name, which means they are FOREVER TEN.
No more, no less. No one gets left behind.
(Credit for GIF: hsjtonihon @ tumblr)

People on twitter, trend #supporthsjryutaro. Do unlock your twitter accounts to trend it, so it'll be counted.

The following would be some rationale thinking of mine, though it is still from a fangirl's perspective. Leaving this post open because I believe we should think about this clearly, as non-bias as possible. I warn anyone that don't want to read to leave, because I wouldn't hold any responsibility if I made you depressed since I'm depressed myself.

So I wouldn't type about the whole incident, since most of the fans already know. I shall cut the chase.

Sure, Ryutaro did the wrong thing. In fact, it's really wrong because we all know that he's underage and he's breaking the law. So of course, being suspended from activities are probably the correct punishment. But indefinitely? Johnny, I would really prefer if you just put JUMP's activity on hiatus and let other groups take over SUMMARY just for this year. The most painful part of being a fan of a group is to see a member leave.

But who over here have the courage to admit that they broke the law / made a mistake / did something bad to the whole country? Definitely not me if I was in his position. He did it, he admit it, and I feel really proud to be his fan, even though half of the world / country is probably looking at him thinking he's bad. He's in the phase of growing up, and of course curiosity would kick in.

We're lucky he didn't get addicted. It would be easy to see he's not addicted. Chain smokers have generally purple-ish lips, their stamina's low due to the oxyhemogobin (hemoglobin with carbon monoxide) that would lower the ability to transfer oxygen around the body, his eyes would probably be bloodshot too.

Do you see any of these in Ryutaro? No. He's fit, since he runs all around like mad in concerts, his lips are pink, and his eyes are clear. It shows that he knew that what he did was wrong, and he didn't continue doing it.

To the person that leaked the photos out. Are you happy that Ryutaro's now suspended indefinitely? Are you happy that JUMP has to continue their work with just 9 members? What are your objectives? Lowering JUMP's sales for OVER? Destroying Ryutaro's career? Disbanding JUMP? Or trying to make the fans of JUMP leave?

You know what? I doubt that you'll get your goal. Unless it's money. Fans are united as one now on twitter, trending #supporthsjryutaro, and it's already trending in Indonesia and Philippines(?). We're aiming for worldwide. Impossible? Think again. If all of JUMP's fan come together, we'd get to worldwide.

Look at this, our boys cried. An insider commented that his heart broke when he saw JUMP breaking down and crying on each others' shoulder. It hurts him because JUMP was younger than him. Think about it, JUMP had came a long way since they debut. They weren't that closed when they debut, but what about now?

You clearly see that their relationship with each other is really strong, as they mention in magazines, and other places. Why is that so? JUMP grew up with each other, with each others' support. And now that Johnny is suspending Ryutaro, what do you think the other members are feeling?

I really hate to think that JUMP would have to continue activity with this happening. Imagine the pain they have to go through and the 9 of them have to act like nothing had happened. They have to act like Ryutaro wasn't there. I doubt they would be allowed to comment about the scandal, so each and every one of them have to perfect their fake smiles for their OVER promotions.

Sure, I thought that Ryutaro was innocent last night. I was abruptly woke up by my alarm clock at 5.45am this morning, and it was follow with a text message from sugihara_aiko about the confirmation. Ryutaro's my ichiban, along with Yamada and Yuto. Of course I broke down last night, being a silly fangirl, I talked to myself while looking at JUMP's poster, praying that everything would be alright, and cried to sleep. I didn't expect to wake up to such news, and I thought that she was joking with me. Of course, there were tears again, but after my denial mode, I thought, What if Johnny suspended Ryutaro to protect him?

Look, there are aggressive fans in Japan, and what if they attack Ryutaro if this scandal wasn't cleared? People would get hurt in process. So suspending Ryutaro from further activities might be the best thing to do, until the scandal calms down. Now we're just praying that he wouldn't be forced to quit JE/JUMP.

JUMP gave me light, smiles and happiness when I was feeling down way back in 2008 - 2009. To tell the truth, they helped me out of being depressed after having a break-up. Their acts, songs, and just being themselves made me their fan.

Now, as JUMP is facing this, let us all unite together as one whole fandom and support JUMP in whatever we can.
Readers, if you do not have a twitter account, please do make one now and trend #supporthsjryutaro. I'm @pretty_ryosuke / @_doragon on twitter for now, and I myself am going to trend this until Ryutaro comes back. Or something happens.

Mii-chan, come over to Singapore!

2011-06-21T15:17:00.000+08:00

Dear stalker!Mii-chan

DAYUM I THOUGHT IT WAS FROM PURE ;A; /sniffs
WHUT?! GOOD LUCK TO YOU MII-CHAN! (haz Megaupload) wae the government so mean?! Come over to Singapore for Megaupload~ We welcome you with open arms~ :D

PS: Dont worry, I failed Additional Maths for 2 years straight with 30%, and I aced my GCE 'O' levels |D

Naruto/Writing Obsessed

2011-06-17T03:28:00.000+08:00

{Because Yamada's too pretty *sigh*}

I'm highly amused that I'm not even sleeping yet, and I'm not even feeling tired. |D For some reason, I've been hooked on Naruto Shipudden for the whole day already. and yes, I'm still watching it ♥

That had resulted me to delete almost all my icons from my Livejournal and leave two spots for Naruto icons. The other spots are 7 bias, and 2 spots left for golden mushroom Hikaru *w*

I love it when I go on an anime hiatus, and I come back with so many episode to watch~♥

But Bleach was being bitchy to me that day, so I decided to continue Naruto first, before I continue with Bleach. Anyway, I don't particularly hate anyone in Naruto, but I totally hate Orihime's guts in Bleach B) Naruto made me cry so much today. I've finished my math e-learning too! I'm waiting for another group member before I post the compiled answer onto the class's wordpress tomorrow morning. ~~actually it should be technically later~~

I don't plan to sleep that early too =3= I wanna write something, since I've ditched writing for like 2 days already, and I dont like that. (Yes, I'm obsessed with writing.) dayum, I miss bb already ;A; she has school tomorrow. good luck bb♥

Alright dayum
MUM, YOU'RE MAKING MY NARUTO SLOW ;A;

Stalker!Mii-chan is evil.

2011-06-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

STALKER!MII-CHAN, YOU PERVY MAD FANGIRL 8D

dayum, you just have to end off with that GIF D': and I've not watched it (;____;) first it's Yuto bb being so sexy on your calendar, nao it's TAKUMI-KUN ;A; /cries a river

I shall watch the movie tomorrow ... or now 8D

I'm too amused :'D

2011-06-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

Talked to bb's cousin on twitter today (yesterday). It was highly amusing, since bb was writing, and her cousin kind of hijacked her twitter account just to stalk what we've been talking about |D Somehow, Aiko's attached to bb's cousin now. *giggles*

I was laughing at my grandmother's house that time, and bb got a scare when she saw what her cousin did to her twitter :'D

And my cousin made me realise that there's jubeat on iPhone! (;____;) gonna make a Japanese iTunes account and download it to play~ :'3 yes I love that game. But seriously, they should've bought the original songs of 'Love so Sweet' by Arashi & 'Daite Seniorita' by Yamashita Tomohisa. They called someone else to sing those songs. Love so Sweet was still alright, but my ears were bleeding when I listened to Daite Seniorita (;____;) the key was totally different.

I shall bug him the next time to lend me his phone to play 8D

I think I'm PMS-ing these days. I need to chill down~

BB's cousin is too amusing

2011-06-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

This was an inside joke with my friends on Twitter.
and that led me to make this macro. *shrugs*

OKAY I'M DETERMINED TO KILL THAT FREAKING BITCH ON LIVEJOURNAL FOR INSULTING 2 OF MY FAVE WRITERS FOR THEIR ABILITY TO WRITE.

Those two writers are really good with their words, and even if their plots can be really an Alternate Universe, it still makes sense and it's really good. What's more, one of them is my friend on twitter, and she told me that she likes my work too. Really, to insult someone's fave author is also an insult to people who actually likes their work.

Best thing is that she didn't even write a fic herself. complain so much. (-_____-)

Anyway, I was about to say how amused I am at bb's cousin, because she thought that me and bb are really together, not forgetting we're in different countries :D We were really amused~ more can be seen at our twitter~

Just too amusing :D

There's tuition tomorrow, and I have to wake up early. /sigh/

Mii-chan, the evil stalker of mine

2011-06-09T02:01:00.003+08:00

DAYUM MII-CHAN! I WANNA GO OVER AND ROB YOU OFF YOUR JUMP CALENDAR NAO!
AND YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE A PICTURE OF HOT YUTO BB! ;A;

Mii-chan, you're forever evil, you evil stalker of mine >8D

Dayum, and I see abs. ;w;
I should stalk off to Kinokuniya soon, though I wouldn't buy the JUMP calendar.

Mii-chan is forever evil ;~;

Untitled.

2011-06-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

Obviously still not sleeping even though I'm gonna go out with those 3 idiots in around ... 10 hours time.

But I'm amused at this poll: TOO AMUSING
Why? see who's freaking ranked #2 in this cute couple poll B)

I don't know what to wear for tomorrow. so I fail. (-___-)b doesn't help that I seem to be running a fever for days. well a mild fever at least.

I don't like holiday homework. I've not done them at all. Plus PW and stuffs, I dont wanna think about them, even if we have to pass it up when term 3 starts. I want time to pass slower now. ):

And I want to go back writing! ;A;

Currently, I'm secretly hoping that the HKT48 management wouldn't kick me out of the audition and I'd fly to Japan for the audition in July. *pouts* I doubt so though ): *prays anyway*

Crazy WR

2011-06-07T01:31:00.000+08:00

Crazy WR.

Managed to crap out Chapter 3 of WR with the help of Bryan~~Pan Guai Lan~~, Layling & Yanhan darling. They are all asleep, and I've just finished adding in the diagrams for the WR and printed it out. freaking great. It's also not helping that I'm probably running a fever now, and that I still have to wake up early tomorrow for school. Doesn't matter. After that I'd be going for a movie!

Pirates of the Caribbean!!!

Movie with mummy & brother @ NEX after school tomorrow. Looking forward. I might bug my mum to treat me to Glacious tomorrow too. Yes, I know I've just ate that today (just now in the afternoon). So, yes. I should get some sleep now.

Because without them, idk what will happen.

2011-06-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

I miss them.

Of course I missed them, since we've been sticking together through out the 4 years of growing up in Secondary School.

Anyway, Life hates me. I'm leader for almost all my project groups, and now my groupmates are all M.I.A, how great? I'm still alive because of Keanne bb and Aiko (;A;) Alicia made me cry even harder with her OkaMori angst, she's so evil :D

There's still school tomorrow and I'm going over to Nex pig down Mac breakfast with YanHan, buy nail polish from Etude House, get lost in Nex, and cool myself with frozen yogurt that Desiree introduced us previously. I need sugar to make me all happy again.

Oh yes, Skype is rocking. Was talking to bb and Queen mama on skype just now to discuss about YamaJima & OkaMori fic-a-thon at purrfect_couple B) Too bad Faye wasn't with us, or we'd all be all pervy like crazy :D ~~the result of 4 crazy fangirls together~~

Hopefully I'll survive this holiday. I don't want to get back my results for the other subjects. For now, I think I passed my H2 Mathematics and H2 Geography.
I'm like some saint now. How the hell did I managed to pass those two subjects? /ready to fail H2 Economics/

I want to rape JUMP

2011-06-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

WAE SO CUTE? :'D

They will be the death of me, I swear.

no really, I love both of them so much now. *tears* and this picture will forever be with me now. Just look at their smile, I think I'm obsessed with them already. *glomps them* And fandom is already killing me like mad these days. Like the sexy hip rolls of my 10 sexy boyfriends. ~~alright, they are mine mentally~~ damn, I'm gonna get broke because of them, and also I'm gonna go mentally crazy because of their hotness. :3

And the magazines scans are so hot. *dies* I want to raid Kinokuniya soon. And there goes my money~ ~~doesn't mind, because there are Wedding attire shoots and i died of their hotness~~ HARHARHAR. And I managed to make daddy agree with me to buy one of the versions of the Single~ <3 I'd probably buy the LE2 or RE.

So our EOM is done! and next week's WR. damn. I feel so tired doing those things. Anyway I've been watching Orthros no Inu with mummy! that's like awesome alright? But she has to learn to like Hikaru. And our Hikaru has bleached his hair! He made me want to bleach mine too. *sobs*

And I don't feel like doing my holiday homework, but just slack. HARHARHAR. (-_____-) Why so humid Singapore? I'm gonna die of perspiration! ):

Damn, I wanna rape the whole of JUMP. (-____-)

Exploding Ovaries.

2011-06-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

AND THIS PHOTO FOR THE LULZ.

EXPLODING OVARIES. WAE SO HAWT BOTH OF YOU?

I love oggling at Yama-chan being sexy even if he's fully clothed, and amusingly he can still be sexy even if he's only 18 and he looks like a girl *shot* And Ryutaro, I love what puberty did to you~ :D Dayum I need one of them as my boyfriend nao 8D

RAINBOW NAILS.

2011-06-02T00:35:00.001+08:00

I'M JUST BORED.

I'm still awake, even though my eyes are sore because I've only been sleeping at 1am or 2am for the past 2 days. /shrugs My puffy eyes led me into wearing my specs for the whole of today, and Stephanie said that I don't look like myself! I wonder if it's in a good or bad way 8D

Had classes today, and before class, I slept in school for half an hour. After class had lunch with YanHan and Arrfah, and both of them painted my nails. Actually, they used my nails as tester for nail polish. Bought nail polish with YanHan in the end anyway. I don't feel like rubbing the colours off! Because it's now rainbow colour! But I wonder how I'm going to enter school tomorrow. /doesn't care for now For the holiday, I'm going to paint my nails yellow!

Because I bought yellow nail polish today, and it's pastel yellow! /pukes a rainbow

I'm tempted to play maple now. Gonna go play awhile before sleeping. I know I'll regret tomorrow for not sleeping early.

Anyway, bb, I'm really happy that I can be someone that you come to when you're upset or just feeling down :D ~~I wonder if you stalk this blog, now that you know it xD~~

Heartattack

2011-05-31T00:43:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO REMEMBER HOW TO BREATH.

seriously, what more can a fangirl ask for? I teared while I saw this, and am still crying, because I never thought that I'd see this one day. It doesn't even matter if they released a DVD of the concert without all the reported moments, because this one captured moment from a fancam is enough to last me a life time. /tears

being a YamaJima fan taught me to be satisfied with whatever moments we can get (: Anyway, I'll still love them even if these moments aren't there. These are just bonus.

AND ANYONE THINKS THAT YAMA-CHAN'S HOT WEARING A SHIRT WITH A SINGLET INSIDE? I have a soft spot for him wearing like that :3

I love my bb♥

2011-05-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

Of course, you can click to see a larger picture

I love you bb♥

This is posted on a "You're Beautiful" Meme on Livejournal, and this is what my bb wrote. Seriously, I teared and smiled while reading this, because it applies to me. I don't think I can live my life without tweeting her now, because she's now a big part of my life. How to say?

We flail over the same thing, and we argue ~~makeloveOKAYFORGETABOUTTHAT, IT'S JUST FANGIRL CRAZE~~ and well, she taught me a lot of things. She's also supporting me for auditioning as an idol, which means a lot to me :D

We'll meet one day, and both of us had fantasied that we'll meet in Japan and start jumping around in public.

Moreover, she taught me how to do GIFs and how to make my font humongous on LJ comments. Really, I had too much fun with her, even though we do argue and 'quarrel'.

And can keep saying forever how my I love her, really. ♥

Gosh, she better not find this sappy post >D

she's keannegirl01 on Livejournal. I ♥ you Keanne! 8D /runs off & hides face/

My first Translation, and Fuck yes YamaJima

2011-05-30T00:51:00.001+08:00

29 MAY 2011 Concert Report Translation
I did my first translation! /flails

anyway, I love YamaJima for hugging ;A;

HOW FREAKING SWEET CAN THEY BE?! 8D /fangirls

Damn I need to sleep now.

FML

2011-05-29T00:42:00.001+08:00

I hate that I love you so.

Emotional break down, I don't want to do my EOM,

Fuck my life.

I'm insane

2011-05-28T18:11:00.001+08:00

I'M INSANE ENOUGH TO JUST SEND MY APPLICATION FOR HKT48 JUST NOW.

so now, we'll just wait. o___o /awkward

Rants.

2011-05-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

SORRY YAMA-CHAN, BUT RYUTARO'S NAO MY BOYFRIEND.
yes, I've changed my wallpaper to this charming guy :D

Anyway, there school tomorrow, and I'm going to sleep soon. But it's only going to school for like 1 hour before going back home. Great.

Woke up with the news of Singapore group debuting in Japan, and I don't like the members, I don't like their Chinese, I just don't like them. The only acceptable thing was their song. Don't expect me to like them because we have our goddesses AKB48 in Singapore now. Speaking of which, I've not gone down to their shop yet. *sigh* Best thing is, Kasai Tomomi's going to perform on Sunday! And I have no money to buy the ticket to their stage. *shot* Forget about that.

After that, I was bashing that Singapore group with a bunch of awesome fangirls on twitter. Really, I can't stand their Chinese and them. They are obviously acting cute. I hate people that acts. Dayum, I'm so much cuter alright? *BHB* and so Jasmine, Christabel and I are gonna form a group, and WE'RE SO GONNA FUCKING DEBUT.

KO-E

it means 'Voice' in Japanese, and it's actually a pun I came up with. The 'Ko' in 'Ko-e' is from 'Kokoro's Ko. which actually means heart. something like the voice from our hearts. /shrugs

and so we're gonna go KBox this June! yay! :D anyway, I'm still going to try out for HKT48. I'm just going to snap so very bad full body photo and send over, I don't care already.

And so, we have Takasugi Riko, Sugihara Aiko & JEYASUMIN 8D *shot* okay, it's JASMINE, but you know, the Japanese~ *whacked*

MEETING FRIEND AND COUSIN ON FRIDAY.
Damn, I'm looking forward to gossips from them~ :D They never fail to amuse me. and my Isabel husbando better reply my message soon.

on the side note;
STALKER! MII-CHAN, I KNOW YOU'RE HERE! :D
Congrats on finishing your exams! :D we need to flail over DaiMao soon, and ... COME BACK TO JUMP FANDOM! ;A; I miss your fics!

Date Me Out, those people who I miss

2011-05-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MY CURRENT WALLPAPER FOR MY PHONE.

And I'm shamelessly going around to announce that he's my eff-ing perfect boyfriend.

Whut? He's so pretty here alright? (I admit that I'm too bias for him nowadays) ANYWAY, there isn't school for me tomorrow! (technically today), that's why I'm still awake and blogging :D ~~actually I'm just replying to the comments in my fic~~ And I'm going to meet my mummy for lunch tomorrow! :D And I think Jiayan's trying to date me and friend out on Friday /shrugs Friend, I know you stalk my blog. Please contact me if you or cousin dating me out! Haven't seen both of you like in ages already. Oh yes, my husbando too. ):

DAYUM I MISS YOUR!
List of People I miss hell lot:

Isabel Husbando
Jiayan Cousin
Sandy Friend
Christabel Wifey
Hanyong Ah Gong
Chee Zheng Chan
Hong Wei
Yu Xiang
Yong Kit
Farah
Cassandra CHOO!
Jasmine Chong
Jie Hao
Zheng Da
Yanting
AND MORE BUT I'M HALF ASLEEP NAO, SO SORRY! BUT I MISS YOU ALL TOO.

Hurhurhur, I'm making Hanyong go date me out to catch up xD Stupid ah gong, happy birthday! (a little late now~) Also, I'm gonna date my 3 awesome friends & Hongwei & Co. out soon during the June holidays, cause I told Hongwei to tell them to stick to their phone and wait for my sms *laughs*

Should I go emo and watch Gantz alone tomorrow at Tampines? /considers But it's gore! BUT I WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE! whatever. I'm gonna go off to bed soon. Tomorrow I'm going to force my mum to take a photo for me, or I'll go camwhore in TM's toilet to get my full body photo and send it to Japan. The dateline is too close now! (;____;) /worried

I fucking love you Kamemama.

2011-05-21T16:55:00.000+08:00

KAME I LUFF YOU DEEP DEEP!

Really, Kame remembers the promise he made with Yama-chan and Yuto way back that he'd bring them out for a drive when they are 18. And dear Kame said that on the radio, since there was a fanletter that asked Kame about it, and Kame said that he's waiting for them to call him (;w;)

Seriously I think fandom is so love now, because ...
YAMAJIMA IS HOSTING NEXT WEEK'S RADIO SHOW!

All I need now is YamaJima dating Kame on their radio show next week, and maybe some moments during today's Yan Yan JUMP! 8D

I LUFF YOU FANDOM!

EXAMS ARE ALMOST OVER!

2011-05-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE ALMOST OVER!

HURHURHUR.

alright, I'm all addicted into making GIF, and I think I almost gif the whole Ultra Music Power PV making xD I had too much fun doing them xD

so after my paper just now, went to Nex with classmates and well, had some crazy time there :D and i had frozen yogurt for the very first time of my life xD hurhurhurhur might go there to have forzen yogurt again with Yanhan darling again next week :D

There's no tuition tomorrow, so I'd happily be at home, sleeping and slacking, i guess. I've decided to only study on Sunday (-____-) oh well, I'm looking forward to tomorrow's Yan Yan JUMP, actually I just want to see Kaoru there and the livestage. please let me see my Kaoru bb.

argh, keanne is back from her hiatus, since her papers ends today (;___;) i only end on monday. great. Oh well, i'd go write fics soon, who cares. 8D i shall write something tomorrow.

MENTAL NOTE: I NEED TO TAKE MY FULL BODY PHOTO SOON AND SEND MY APPLICATION FORM OVER THE NET TO JAPAN.

And also visit the AKB48 shop on Monday. or watch Gantz. Probably alone (-____-)

I shall sleep soon, since my cramps are killing me. Anyway went to see the doctor 'yesterday' and they referred me to the hospital specialist. I wonder what would happen now. ~~no more blood tests?~~

I finally know how to make GIFs. tears

2011-05-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

THIS BECUZ DEY ARE HAWT.

I finally know how to make gif. LIKE FINALLY and yes, the above is made by me. hurhurhurhurhurhurhurhurhur. And so mid years are almost over! *happy dance*It's only gonna be over next monday, so ... I still have to study for my Chemistry in the weekends. Crams aren't helping too. But at least I don't have to PMS anymore, and I'm so glad about that :D

And so after my paper, I naturally went home, and I collapsed onto my bed. I was too tired to move, and yeah. After I woke up, went to have lunch before parking my butt in front of my laptop, which is here, and yes, just using the com since then. That's bad because tomorrow's Math paper.

Oh today I found out that our JE boys aren't as elegant as they are. ~~esp. since they can shamelessly put their hands into their pants for idk what reason and start scratching. esp. Koki. and right infront of the camera. great.~~ and also, no matter how scary they look, all of them are DORKY. and when I say all, I mean ALL.

And I've not roll over down to the AKB48 shop. I want to get a Takahashi Minami poster or an iPhone cover, when I ACTUALLY get my iPhone (-_____-) I shall wait and hang onto my currently dying LG ice-cream :\

And I'm so slow. I've not watched my SC episode. *waiting* gosh I'm addicted to making GIF. hurhurhur.
I LOVE SPAMMING GIF WITH MY BB!

and so I have to get off the computer really soon D: okay I shall bathe. And come back to let my conversions run :D while I do my math. ~~probably gonna be slow~~

Help?

2011-05-17T02:17:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously going to apply for HKT48, so please help by CLICKING HERE, and follow what is described there :D Just comment on which photo's nicer so I can send it over the net with my application form.
Of course that's not all the photos, since I have to send a full body photo too.

So I had another blood test last Friday, and it was so much more painful than the previous one! Probably because it's at the elbow? *shivers* oh well, GP paper's over! *dances* so gosh, MYE get over soon. (-____-)

/off to sleep, because I need sleep.

RAIN. MONEH.

2011-05-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

PLEASE. RAIN. MONEH.

because fandom is sucking up our money.

So AKB48's official shop opens in *SCAPE, Singapore today, and I didn't go for the opening. *pouts* Instead, I spent my afternoon under the rain because I have to save my brother from the rain and after lunch I slept till around 5pm before doing my work. And I think I'm running a fever now, since I was under the rain. (-.-)

I want to visit the official shop, please? I want a Takahisa Minami poster. Or a pencil case! or a notebook? gosh. ;A; but I want JUMP's new single, BECAUSE THE SONG IS AWESOME ALRIGHT?! *despo* okay i love Yan Yan JUMP's The Pressure 10 corner~ Too amusing to be true!!!!! 8D *dances* and the suspense kills 8D

Anyway Monday's mid-years already, and I'm still procrastinating?! *dies* I need to finish reading my GP notes real quickly. ): Am still watching Yan Yan JUMP for now, so after watch I'd go watch. CIAO~

I MISS FANDOM.

2011-05-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

I MISS FANDOM.

Although I still stalk fandom everyday.

Anyway, they are going to release a new single, 'OVER' on 29 June 2011!! :D I want to buy it, so I'm saving up for it! *dances* anyway, I said I miss fandom, in the I-miss-writing-fics kind of way. ): I feel really bad for my readers for being on semi-hiatus for so long! But I really can't help it, since exam is coming up next week. I think I'll just spam my Livejournal account with drabbles for the time being. ~~to tell you the truth, I don't really like writing drabbles~~

So anyway, I'm only going to school tomorrow and Wednesday only! Thursday and Friday are our study break, and exam is on next Monday. /sigh i'm not studying hard enough people! (;A;) Yes I'm guilty.

I'm already getting fat from not going for PE. ): I want to go run by myself, but the weather now is like an oven and I do not want to move my fat ass. ~~yes, it's fat -.-~~ oh gosh. The irony is that my room is probably the coolest around the whole house, since I've turned on the fan for the whole day. :\

Damn I need another cold shower now.

CAN I NOT GO TO SCHOOL?! ;A;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAMA-CHAN!

2011-05-09T00:38:00.001+08:00

TANJOUBI OMEDETOU YAMADA RYOSUKE!

I love you, enjoy today where you turn 18 bb! *coughwithYutocough*

Now to dedicate this post to him.

Dear Yamada Ryosuke,
Of course you'd wouldn't stumble to my humble blog, and even if you did, you wouldn't understand what I'm writing unless you bribed Keito to translate it for you bb. ~~so yes, OH HAI THERE KEITO~~ Happy 18th Birthday to you bb, you've grown into a fine young man! Even though it's a fact that you really look like a girl, not that I mind, really. Since I ship you with Yuto with you being the uke. *shrugs* Don't keep changing your hair colour, because I think Yuto is getting some heart pain seeing your hair getting all damaged. Plus the fact you'd always use so much hairspray for concerts or on variety shows.

Alright, I want to thank you for being the one that actually 'seduce' me into fandom in 2008, where I was watching the making of Hey! Say!. Alright, maybe not just you, but you and Yuto together, since I found both of you performing Seishun Amigo first, before watching the making. At that time, I didn't understand what was happening, but I was really amused to see the 5 of you having fun. You just caught my eyes, along with Yuto.

At that time, it didn't last long, and I was only back into fandom in the middle of 2009, fangirling over you all over again. Why did I come back to fandom? Because I saw Scrap Teacher's CD being sold, and I was thinking how fast time passed.

You were shining on stage, and I was really mesmerised by your dance, yes even up until now where I'm suppose to be seriously bias for Yuto, but I'm still your fan.

It was good to see you always in the center then, because I was crazy over you. But after awhile, I was thinking why are you always under the spot light? So that's how I moved on to be all bias for Yuto. ~~I think.~~ But you should be lucky to have a friend like Yuto. Because of him, I'm wouldn't cringe when you're in the center. Because he said that you've worked really hard to get to where you are now.

And I think life is hard for you now, since you're in two groups and there's a CM coming up for you, and also JUMP's new single. Plus you're suppose to graduate this year, so don't screw up your exam. I wouldn't know what an idol's life is like, but I know how hard it is to study, since no one really likes to study afterall.

All I want to say is good luck for everything birthday boy. No matter what happens, we'd always be here for you, to catch you when you fall, to help you when you're lost.

Your fan,
Takasugi Riko (Jeslyn Yeo)

CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW

2011-05-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

WHY I DOES NOT KNOW PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN IS GONNA AIR ON 19 MAY IN SINGAPORE CINEMAS?!

Oh gosh. I'm a happy fangirl now! I've waited so long! Johnny Depp! OMG! 8D And on the side note, Yuto fanboy's over him too :3

but omg.

IT'S JOHNNY DEPP! CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW! 8D
yes it's BIG deal.

HKT48 Audition

2011-05-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

YAN HAN & ME
(taken during SR Olympics)

Managed to finish PW GPP, for now. ~~now that Abel better finish his part or he better get ready to be castrated by me.~~ That Yan Han! She made me wanna buy the lipstick we saw at Watson's today! (;A;) But it's out of stock already! ): Ended up that darling managed to coax me into buying a bottle of Lissie's Moisturising Hair Mist. *shrugs* but it smells nice (-w-) Anyway, it's because of darling that I went crazy over free samples with her 8D ~~it's awesomely hilarious to see us going crazy, I swear!~~ Ohh and husbando was there too! :D to do her PW with her lone groupmate :3 I think that groupmate is kindda scary. He stalks husbando's FB, because he even knows my name! omg stalker, scary.

AND I'M SET ON APPLYING FOR HKT48'S AUDITION.

Awesome? B) it's at Fukoka perfecture, Hakata! And also furthest away from Akihabara (AKB48) which is located in Tokyo. *slumps* ANYWAY. So I mailed the management asking if all successful applicants have to fly over to Japan for the audition. I freaked out after I sent the mail. *facepalm* ohh well. I'm trying to get Aiko to join me. And whoever's out there :3

My Yuto bb is so supportive of me! (;w;) absolutely touched by her! She was like 'I'm not going to ship you with anyone other than me!' 8D so cute :3 and I told her I can't take any photos now because I'm in my doraemon PJs and she started flailing at me. Well, the audition is probably looks-based first, before the singing and dancing part of the audition kicks in. So bb called me to take tons of cute photos of myself and send it to her, so she can help me choose!♥

I ♥ my Yuto bb! so sweet :D and she's even more excited than me to get the reply from the HKT48 management :3

Maybe there's a chance for them to set up a group in Singapore, but it's still quite small for now. They are going to set up an official shop and a cafe in SG! For AKB48, in tie to their 4 times per month theater-based performances! :D So anyway, I think they'll see if the reception's good or not before deciding to set up a group here. But I think belonging to a group stationed in Japan is so much cooler than being stationed at your hometown :3 ~~alright, your own country in this case, since Singapore is so small~~

*rollrollroll* I'm all lazy now. gonna try figure out my Chemistry and after that I'll ditch all my other homeworks and sleep :3

I'M PRAYING THAT HKT48 MANAGEMENT WILL REPLY ME BY TOMORROW!
my brother was shocked when I told him I wanna try for the audition 8D /hilarious

Random Update

2011-05-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

I'M TIRED NOW.
of course I am. Look at the time now.

Anyway, it seems that I'm procrastinating, hard, today. *sigh* I would prefer that I stay at home tomorrow, but I'm going to my grandmother's house. And on Monday, Abel, Bryan, Layling and Yanhan's coming over to my house for PW. Hopefully we'd finish early, since I'm going to have tuition at 3.30pm to 5.30pm. Ohh shucks.

Fandom is good. But it disappoints me to watch this week's Yan Yan JUMP. The handball segment is getting dull already, even though Yama-chan is awesomely cute. Same with Yugo. I need Yuto in action! ~~or even better, I need OkaTaro to move about!!~~ It feels really good to see you idols fail though :3

Currently I'm all obsessed with aroma therapy! I went to Daiso and bought 2 bottles of aroma oil. After that I had my dad dig out his aroma therapy set and his candles. I almost went to buy the Strawberry incense! But I didn't, though daddy has the green tea smelling one. I shall continue to light them tomorrow, such sweet smells :3

On the side note, I vaguely remembered Yuto going all obsessed over them too 8D ~~and he bragged to Yama-chan the recently bought one was Strawberry incense. Shall buy that one on my next trip to Daiso~~ Ahh. I want to buy the June issue to Myojo. But I have no time to go down to Kinokuniya. *sigh* If there isn't CCA on Friday, I'd go. I swear.

Oh yes, and I wanna go to FOX's warehouse sales! Hopefully I'd be going with my classmates! :D Ah yes, Lay Ling hasn't uploaded the retarded photos of me onto FB. I want those photos! So freaking funny 8D

Alright, I need my beauty sleep. I'M OBSESSED WITH YAMAPI'S SONG, TOMO. /is crazy

PURRFECT-COUPLE@LJ.COM

2011-04-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

PURRFECT-COUPLE@LJ.COM

A YamaJima & Oka~~Mori~~Taro community founded by boney bb and me

because it needs pimping, and I'm currently obsessed with that comm.! /eggcited

Nakajima Raiya. Entertainment World. OMG.

2011-04-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

OMFG NAKAJIMA RAIYA IS IN THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY TOO!

Oh gosh, I love my fandom life!♥ But Raiya isn't in JE with his Yuto nii-chan ): Oh well, hopefully that gives him the right to own a public blog, and somehow, hopefully, he'd blog about his Yuto nii-chan and Yama-chan? 8D *shot* If Raiya blogs about YamaJima, the fandom will going crazy ♥

But sorry Raiya-chan, as much as you're all cute and cuddly, I still love your brother better :3 /Jeslyn is a hopeless fangirl for Nakajima Yuto i can't help it. Yuto and Yama-chan are so close to my age, and they are freaking hawt.
Okay, MY NAKAJIMA BB IS THE HAWTEST GUY ON EARTH! ♥

/shrugs I told you I'm a hopeless fangirl :D

and omg. I got a SILVER for my NAPFA test! Finished my 2.4km run this morning, and oh gosh, I got a silver and I almost cried when I was trying to catch my breath. I am someone that can hardly pass my NAPFA in my secondary school, and now, I'm actually getting SILVER. *shocked* that had got me going for the whole day :D ~~plus the awesome fact that there wasn't CCA today!~~ oh yes, daddy was talking about leg cramps and tried to make my leg, but okay, my leg isn't really sore. It's just the ankle part hurting. The sore parts are actually my arms. Weird?

Now I'm all reluctant to go to school tomorrow, because there's PE tomorrow. *pouts* and I want to talk to my boney bb on twitter! :\ why aren't I in Philippines or why is she not in Singapore? Oh well, we're crazy enough to decide to make one YamaJima&OkaMori a day community on LJ soon 8D ~~probably on Saturday~~~

OMG JESS'S INTERNET IS BACK!!! 8D
I miss my Spanish tutor! but she's in SJM's fandom now *sobs* because I was away just for one week, she switched fandom ): ohh well :\

Alright, our comm will be on YamaJima and OkaMori! 8D switching the pairings weekly, and we'd be posting on alternate days 8D /eggcited

omg, my t.sina's dash is awesome. I'm too amused at what I find there! like, I can't describe it! it's totally amusing. I shall continue to stare at Yuto's awesome face. I think I'm going to put his picture for my phone's wallpaper soon :3

Twitter Hilarious, I ♥ @nakajima_yuto

2011-04-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

/dies laughing

omg, I'm having too much fun on twitter with @nakajima_yuto (keanne)! Alright, for the story sake, act like we're both guys 8D

'He' was trying to seduce me while I was finishing up my Project Work xD super hilarious. And well, seeing that both of us are Proud YamaJima beep supporters and are Proud Fanfiction Writers, we ended up tweeting a smut scene out for YamaJima /shot

Please ignore if you don't understand :D

I SWEAR SANDY ONG IS IN LOVE WITH ME BECAUSE SHE STALKS MY BLOG EVERYDAY. 8D

on other note, i managed to hit the silver target for my NAPFA! (alright, only for my 5 stations.) I still have my 2.4km, and I have to finish it by Thursday. And because of that, I'm gonna murder someone tomorrow. WTF. she eff-ing didn't contact me back to give me the teacher's number so I can call teacher meet me in morning tomorrow. eff-er. /needs to chill

oh well, I'm done with what I'm suppose to do. I feel awesomely accomplished today. i managed to finish a lot of things today! :D ~~or yesterday~~ I need to sleep early tomorrow, I wanna go run my 2.4km on wednesday morning! :\

Twitter Awesomeness.

2011-04-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

We're pretty amazing aren't we? 8D
KikuJima = Nakajima Kento (aliciaswr@LJ)
nakajima_yuto = Nakajima Yuto (keannegirl01@LJ)
_yamadaryosuke = Yamada Ryosuke (th-geek@LJ, me)
morimoto_ryu = Morimoto Ryutaro
okamoto_keito = Okamoto Keito
yamachii = puripuripretty = InooKei (hotfruits@LJ)
chinenyuri_ = Chinen Yuri (sugihara-aiko@LJ)
_yaotomehikaru = Yaotome Hikaru

and there we go, 1 from B.I.Shadow and 7 JUMP members. i was talking to Yuto, Inoo, Ryutaro and Keito just now, from around 5 plus till 9pm? :D i had a great laugh and well, it's really fun talking to them! 8D

now i know that I tweet too much, since my tweet count is already 6,850!!! /shockedgosh.

Anyway, went to Wild Wild Wet today! awesome time, since it has been so long since I went there! 8D I'm all tanned and I feel so tired~ 8D my brother and cousin tried to rape each other in the pool, while I just lounge on the float while watching them trying to pull off each others' swimming trunks. It's really a hilarious sight (:

Yesterday went to meet those 3 people! went tracking with them at NEX, and that resulted in a shoulder cramp now. /pouts oh well, we crapped and crapped and talked so loudly! people would have to complain 4 schools just to complain about us, so funnaye 8D

Waiting for Sandy to upload the photos, but her dad went overseas, and her iTouch died on her, so no photos for now. ):

Gonna go meet Christabel tomorrow and go down to Bishan to get our pens! 8D /eggcited

Live up with it.

2011-04-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of Jiayan with short hair, wearing a santa hat and carrying a broom, with our NTUC uniform while me and Sandy were behind the counters and somehow, JunHan was stacking the things on the shelves.
Plain weird.

Alright, I'm sick of JC, but I just have to bare with it. School is still sucky as usual. (alright, I've not been to school for 2 days already because of MC) Actually school is alright, but curse all projects and PE lessons. They make school like a torture. Oh yes, and the constant tests back to back. Goddamnit.

Daddy just called me go switch, it's my choice. What the? You were the one that said I shouldn't change when I STILL CAN EFF-ING SWITCH TO POLY. Great. You love to see me suffer right?

I'm fine with JC life. Sure I'm fine.

I'll just keep telling myself that I'm fine and live up with all these shit. I'm living up with all these eff-ing shits because I want to be a writer. Gosh. I'll just have to live up with it.

YamaJima Over-dosage!

2011-04-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

I'M ON YAMAJIMA OVER-DOSAGE!

Gosh, I saw Yuto caressing Yama-chan's shoulder in 愛-ing-アイシテル- 's performance! ~~yes, I've rewatched it tons of times and never got bored of it, and keep spotting new things.~~ Also, I keep watching Yan Yan JUMP's The Pressure 10 corner! And I spotted YamaJima too~ Like how Yama-chan started to be all jumpy when the commentator said about Yabu smacking Yuto's butt, and other things like Yama-chan taking the chance to cheer on Yuto when he things the camera wasn't on him ~

It's really amusing to watch all these over and over again! So looking forward to Fridays and Saturdays now! :3 ~~I'd probably start to make Lay Ling crazy by telling her how awesome my OTP is tomorrow and how awesome Yan Yan JUMP is~~~

I managed to finish my Chinese project, but gosh, I've not do my Geography essay and PI inserts. ): I don't wanna go school, but I have test! Damnit

Oh well, I'm trying to write a part of a fic now. Hopefully I can post it by Friday! :D

Amusingly,

2011-04-17T01:44:00.000+08:00

(This screencap amuses me so much, since Yuto looks like he's proposing to Yama-chan and Yama-chan said something like "WHY YES!~" *am too bias*)

So today's Yan Yan JUMP! I've yet to watch it, but I like the opening medley! And the fact that everyone in JUMP is hosting! :D But I've watched Shonen Club! I love JUMP's performance for 愛-ing-アイシテル- ! even though there's one part that looks really funny xD But I love the song and the fact that there are YamaJima moments inside too :3 ~~not to mention the awesomely hotness of my boney bb!~~

So I wanna watch Yan Yan JUMP real soon, since it seems really nice. *and I'll have something to look forward watching every Saturdays now!* of course I'm looking forward to Shonen Club too (: ~~not that much now, but I still watch it! esp. the livestages~~~ on the side note, I love SC without audiences.

Do you remember what I texted you 2 years ago? 3 simple words, no proper reply. Alright, maybe the reply has been told to me during Chinese New Year, but I don't believe it, even though it's said during our game of Truth or Dare, because of the question you asked me. I don't believe what you said.

I'm just an idiot in love.

ON THE SIDE NOTE,
THANKYOU DEAREST SON, ALICIA (@KikuJima on Twitter) FOR TELLING ME WHAT TO DO TO WATCH YAN YAN JUMP! ;A;

happy birthday to DAI-CHAN!

2011-04-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAI-CHAN! <3

I think I don't mind if he's my boyfriend~ ~~wait, I say that to almost the whole of JUMP, with the exception of Chinen because he's Aiko's >D~~

~~He's 20 today! <3 Omedetou~ :3~~

):

2011-04-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

School is still alright so far, but gosh, I'm so lazy to go to school now~ :3 anyway i have to go for another blood test on 13 May. It's my study leave! ~~before my mid years~~

Gosh, time is passing fast now. Anyway, my PI is almost done! ohwell, good luck to everyone that's still struggling! I'm left with my inserts only (:

I think I'm getting a fever soon. Damn. ):

you know what? it's like you've changed. i don't know, maybe i dont text you as much since i'm in my class? it's kind of sad really. i'm really scared things would change. I miss texting you, you know? ): damn, i feel like the bad person because i'm all busy and stressed up and tired, than i like PS you like that ):

Overall: I just feel unimportant.

~~CCA tomorrow, need to carry guitar to school. Contemplating to bring my laptop too~~

I don't wanna~

2011-04-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

School isn't that bad afterall.
but I still dont wanna go to school~ >D

Smexy Voice

2011-04-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

I NOW HAS SMEXY VOICE!
since I was hogging the mic at Ben's house just now.

imagine one whole room just for karaoke at home! with the mics and stereo and everything! Like a K-Box room! yes, I was so excited that I went a little crazy and overboard and hog the mic and sang like crazy. Everyone was laughing at my voice just now, since I think I probably sang the most (.___.)

Anyway, we were at his house to bake cuppycakes for SR Olympics tomorrow! (Yes we're setting up a booth for our SRJC's sports day, do drop by!)

so that's why we were singing karaoke in the first place. To pass time while waiting for the cuppycakes to be baked! people wouldn't really want to know what happened during our cuppycake baking process. let's just say, we almost literally burnt Ben's house down. *bows* we're sorry! (;A;) Anyway, how bad is my voice now?

I continued to sing even when I lost my voice, and I was trying to hit the high notes, and I asked Steph if i was singing out of tune, and she was like "Cannot hear your voice." when I'm using the mic! ~~probably covered by Sean's voice, or maybe Lyman's? xD~~ When Yan Han heard my voice later on, she was terrified, like gosh! xD ~~(and she tried to kill me for losing my voice, hilarious~)~~ I expect to lose more voice tomorrow, or totally unable to talk, since I'd probably be shouting like crazy tomorrow 8D *dances*

I guess today was quite alright, I actually enjoyed spending time with my classmates. ~~well, at least most of them~~

I can't help but still miss you, idiot WA. ):
OMG, HUSBANDO, COUSIN AND FRIEND, I MISS YOUR EVEN THOUGH WE MET UP JUST LAST SATURDAY! );

Horray to no CCA tomorrow due to SR Olympics! *dances* but I have to meet teacher since I'm not going for the SRGCE. Plus I'm gonna go to the polyclinic to get my blood test results :\ ~~I wonder if there's anything wrong with me, and if I need to go for a surgery. :\~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYUTARO BB!

2011-04-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MORIMOTO RYUTARO BB! <3

~~alright, I'm still early~~

Why are your growing up to be so hot?! can I have you as my boyfriend? 8D /pedo

IMY, WA

2011-04-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

Ultimate OTP of April >D

OKATARO / OKAMORI!

Alright, I said i wanna sleep early, but I'm still on the computer. (-.-) oh well. i miss a certain someone. ~~oh gosh WA, you wouldn't stumble here would you?~~ Now this certain person's face is like pasted on my birthday present that my 3 precious idiots gave me for my 16th birthday (which was just last year, just 4 months ago, exactly.) oh well, I miss you so much. The last time I saw him was like ... a month back, when we went back to our respective CCAs with our respective friends, and Ms Suraiya started to spout nonsense that how i wished was true. ~~imagine her keep pressing "how long already?" when we weren't even together. gosh.~~

i wanna think that there's something special between us. i still wanna believe that, because there are so many things that happened that made me think that way. Gosh, i miss you so much.

on the side note, i'm gonna bring my guitar to school tomorrow for CCA! 8D kind of excited~ hopefully i'll see Cassandra Tan on the bus tomorrow! and both of us will take the bus together with our bulky guitars *winkwink*

Alright, i shall sleep. i'll revise my Geography tomorrow morning while going to school in a clutter. 8D ~~okay, i'll study during break.~~

New Twitter name! @_yamadaryosuke

2011-04-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW YAMAJIMA PWNZ EVERYTHING!

(at least for me~)

I was enjoying a good laugh with KenKen (keannegirl01@LJ) and gosh, the things we're doing on twitter now is awesome. on the side note, here's my twitter

http://twitter.com/_yamadaryosuke >D KenKen's @nakajima_yuto, and we were 'flirting' with each other, and gosh, it's totally hilarious 8D

i was enjoying me time laughing and laughing. plus, my new twitter name is so appealing ~~not really, I just like it!~~ though my icon is Yuto, while KenKen's icon's Yama-chan xD

Bringing laptop to school tomorrow for PW, which means no work is gonna get done >D *shot* who cares? I'm just that bad. Will have to do my chemistry during break tomorrow. I'm too lazy to do it tonight. D: ~~i was constantly on twitter~~~

i'm probably ditching the android for my iPhone 4. yeah, I like iPhone better, I don't know why. Truth is, Android is also really cool!

Off to sleep and pack my stuffs I guess.

I miss you.

2011-04-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

If I ever pause my anime, stop reading a fic or flailing at my awesome guys, just to reply your message. Please know that you mean the world to me.

I can't help thinking that once upon a time, there was something special between us. ~~I love you, do you know that?~~

... Bored

2011-04-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

/stare
I don't like going back to school. *depressed* not that i can choose not to go. Blood test result coming out in 2 days time. I wonder if there's anything wrong with me. secretly I hope there is and I have to go for an operation because it'll mean long term MC. *shot* alright, I shouldn't be that selfish.

STALKER! MII-CHAN! I'm glad you enjoyed what you see >D
CUTE RIGHT?! I was all shocked when Tachibana did that! 8D and Shinya is freaking cute :3 /flails. the jealous seme, that's what I like to call him >D dkjsfhkjsncmcnsakdjug
WE'RE CRAZY FANGIRLS NOW MII-CHAN! >D

Gosh on the side note, I finally have my classical guitar! And i have a Den-o keychain on the case :D the Ima-jin called Delibu or something like that :3 I got it during that capsule festival at Compass Point a few weeks ago~ ~~gosh, i wanna go spend more money on capsule toys!~~

Now I'm stuck with homework, because I have no idea what am I supposed to do. *pissed* what's worst is that we have this SR Olympics thing on Friday, and our class is gonna have a booth. *collapse* there are still people that have not hand up the class fund! :\ gosh, those people.

Gahh I wanna watch my Fairy Tail! ;A;

LAPTOP! & HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITO!

2011-04-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

I'm back using the laptop, because ... I simply need a laptop for school. Gosh, I hate to back-up everything and leave my desktop and awesome keyboards. ~~(although the keyboard of this laptop is also awesome, but the shift key is made spoiled by my brother, great.)~~

I've just finished PW, and gosh, I need sleep.

Tuesday didn't go to school, because I went for my first ever blood test. IT'S SO SCARY! well, the spot now is blue-black. And it's still kind of pain, though not really pain. (i'm not talking any sense now) dont feel like going back for the extra PE thing! ;A; gosh, I wanna sleep. ):

on the side note, MII-CHAN! I KNOW YOU STALK ME!
GO WATCH AI NO KOTODAMA!
IT'S AWESOMELY FREAKING CUTE LIKE TAKUMI-KUN! :D

Gosh I was watching while doing my project and I went squealing away~ but I watched Kindan no Koi too, and gosh, I swear that movie wasted my one whole hour and more. (-.-) NOT WORTH! Boys Love is so much better than Kindan no Koi, like seriously. ~~(though the best is Takumi-kun, followed by Ai no Kotodama now~)~~

Shall now get my beauty sleep. I can't believe I'm still hoping that there's no CCA for tomorrow. (.____.) /is hopeless

ALkusHFAIUFhesaFIUEWLHF gonna go out with husbando, cousin and friend to celebrate cousin's birthday which is on the 30 March! 8D

Oh yes,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENGLISH BOY!

Pretty scans credited to aliciaswr@livejournal.com :3

~~now now, isn't he amazing with his awesome shirt?~~

I didn't quite like him when I started out in fandom. In fact, he was no. 10! ): however, he's now one of my favourites, and is now ranked #4 >D Seriously, he's freaking awesome, and gosh, gentlemanly. And probably one of the reasons why I think that learning guitar ain't such a bad idea after all. ~~though I would so like to learn the drums or the bass, since I'm bias for Yuto and Reita from 'The Gazette"~~ so anyway, I love this English boy really much, and I want him as my elder brother, seriously. ~~(though i wouldn't mind if he's my boyfriend~)~~

Happy 18th Birthday dearest Okamoto Keito! (:
~~oh, he might be involved in Marching J!~~

PW just done. OMFG

2011-03-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

I JUST FINISHED MY PI DRAFT 1 FOR PW! ;A;
half dead. Yes, it's morning, I started doing once I reach home. Crazy. I still have Geography homework, like oh my gosh. Off to do and write some crap now.

There's finally Guitar tomorrow. 3.45pm in school. Not really looking forward to it. Hope that they'll release us at 6pm. I'm seriously in need of sleep.

Now I remembered that I was so busy to do my PI that I forgot to brag to my parents that I'm the only one that got 'A' in my Chemistry class for my lecture test! :\ ~~Alright, not brag. But I love it when they tell me I did a good job. Egoistic me.~~ I need to get up early tomorrow for the run, again. I don't like that one bit at all. I want to sleep, like seriously.

I think I'll just sleep in school from 12.30pm to 3.30pm before CCA tomorrow. ~~Oh wait. It's today.~~

Off to do Geography now. /slouches off

Project Work

2011-03-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

Project Work is out!
Kind of suck, since it would so take up most of my free time. Gosh, I'll so miss the time flailing and writing fics like mad. D: I'm seriously missing writing already. *pouts* Hopefully two years will pass quickly. ~~provided I pass my promos this year, which I MUST.~~

I skipped the Guitar Ensemble's concert today. (.___.) Not that I wanted to skip, since the freaking ticket is sixteen bucks. ~~JCs are money suckers.~~ I almost fainted due to stomach ache/pain. damn. My face was practically pale. Though I insisted that I didn't want to take early leave since today's the release of our PW question paper. ~~Which proves to be quite stupid and I don't like it one bit.~~

There's Guitar tomorrow after school! Gosh, kill me. I'm gonna need to rush out my Math Tutorial 3 for Thursday. Can I just sleep and VOO-LAA, two years passed and all the knowledge is in my tiny brain? Pretty please? I'm still thinking how I'm going to survive these two years.

Come to think of it, I see myself mugging so much more than Secondary School. And worrying more too. Gosh now I'm thinking of what Ms Teng mentioned about 4I 2010.

"All of your know when to stress and worry, but your only stress and worry and don't do anything. If you continue to do this, you're not going to get yourself anywhere."

Gosh, I can't believe I miss Miss Teng. I miss her teaching Chemistry. ): And during GP, I realised that the skills that they are teaching us now are what Mrs Yong taught me last year. *tears* I can't help relating my Secondary school teachers to what I'm learning now. ~~except Chinese of course~~

I'm trying to load movies to watch during my free time in the weekends. ~~Yes, BL movies dears.~~ I think I need to sleep less. (strike that, I'm already sleeping very little. And I'm the type of people that cannot sleep very little.) I shall do some Math Tutorial 3 in school tomorrow. Probably during break. I hardly eat anything for the whole day today.

I only ate two cookies and drank water from 5am - 5pm. I survived on those for twelve hours. Awesome? Tomorrow would probably be the same. Except that I'd be in school till probably 6pm or 7pm? Gosh. I'm now getting really nervous.

8 weeks till common test. I'll have to juggle PW and revision together. I need to grab my Math teacher soon. I need help with AP & GP. (.___.) And probably inequalities too. *feeling hopeless* hopefully she's free on Friday. *prays*

Pissed at my printer. Printer, please be more co-operative. Thank you very much.

I need sleep. I NEED TO SLEEP OFF THE IRRITATION! *chills down*

Mao! ;A;

2011-03-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

He shouldn't be allowed to look so cute!

He actually has a girlfriend before, and that girl doesn't even know how to cherish him properly! Alright, I might not know him for real, but really, he looks like a really good and decent guy. Some girl idols just think that they are so awesome and just treat guys like dump. ): Seriously, no matter if you're an idol or not, you're still human. Hamao was so sad while filming Takumi-kun : Bibou no Detail D': See how much he cherishes the relationship? :\ *glomps* ~~Sorry, I'm just all emotional and touchy for my bias idols' love lives.~~

Gosh I want a boyfriend.
Don't anyone love me? *puppy eyes*

Alright, I'm not sane now. Was half dead in school, literally. Not that bad today, since I managed to finish most of my homework. (miraculously) done I'ma gonna sleep -.-

WATCHING BOYS LOVE TOMORROW! (or hopefully soon~)

th-stilldoll

Moving, for good I guess?

東京少女 .

I just have nothing to do.

BECK.

SEVENTEEN.

Good News \m/

AKB Shop

\o/

OP

Bitch, don't touch my things.

8th monthsary with Keanne

/pukes a rainbow/

-___-

Wacky dream

Mentally scarred

Drama, and useless rants

Literally bored to death

High ego, AKB48 dating game + Promos

Maple and Airport.

Self Service

Crush

I passed my Chinese Composition

Rena, my girl crush

Typical I-Hate-School rants, just a little more serious

I'm just pissed.

End of Promotional Exams

Am not suppose to be here.

Gaming

Screwed and I want a pup (not this is nothing new)

Promos, two more papers.

Promotional Exams

Promos in a week

YamaJima's real

End of Holidays

Damn you flu

Holidays.

Kisumai con & 19

IDK.

Alive, Keanne, Paulene, Vai, Camera

SMURFS

screw you

I love my twitter family sfm♥

Crabby (No, am not a Pokemon)

Oh dear, Mii-chan you stalker

Check up & I miss Keanne

Happy Birthday to my BB~

Cassandra.C, I miss you, with other CVSS people.

Never Failed Amusement

I want to leave

Just because I love this picture of mine;

Stay Strong; #supporthsjryutaro

Mii-chan, come over to Singapore!

Naruto/Writing Obsessed

Stalker!Mii-chan is evil.

I'm too amused :'D

BB's cousin is too amusing

Mii-chan, the evil stalker of mine

Untitled.

Crazy WR

Because without them, idk what will happen.

I want to rape JUMP

Exploding Ovaries.

RAINBOW NAILS.

Heartattack

I love my bb♥

My first Translation, and Fuck yes YamaJima

FML

I'm insane

Rants.

Date Me Out, those people who I miss

I fucking love you Kamemama.

EXAMS ARE ALMOST OVER!

I finally know how to make GIFs. *tears*

Help?

RAIN. MONEH.

I MISS FANDOM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAMA-CHAN!

CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW

HKT48 Audition

I finally know how to make GIFs. tears